Chapter55.

"I hope you always find a reason to smile<3"

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This post is dedicated to @RaghadSaleh_  xxx 

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I turned 3lshan akml 6regy..

Lagit Fahad bwajhi!!!!!!!!!

Fahad 9dg mb wa7d yshbahla!

"BSMILLLAAAH"

He smiled: "5wftk?"

W y7ki ba3ad mb yt;haya2li.. 

Me: "fffff-fffah-hhhad shjabk hina"

Fahad: "Jeit anhy ilsalfa"

Me: "Ay salfa"

Fahad: "Salfty m3k.."

Me: "kam mara agoulk ma baina swalf! W b3dain tara Faisal galy etha grb mnk mra thanya golely! Wana magltla 3ala a5r mara!"

Fahad: "Wallah? 6yb yallah yallah"

Me: "wshu yallah"

Fahad: "yallah m3ay abek shway"

Wsh aswy yarab.. 

Arj3? 

A5af.. 

La la irk'9i w etha lgaity a7ad golela ysa3dk..

Me: "shhhh-shhtaby.."

Fahad: "Abeek.."

I turned w rk'9t... 

Rk'9t bkil elly agdar 3aleh!! 

Bas hou rjal.. Agwa w asra3 mni..

So mskny..

La w mskny mn sha3ry ba3ad..

Fahad: "wain nawya tro7en ha? Wain!"

Me: "Aaaayy itrk sha3ry!!"

Fahad: "Mara thanya tsm3en kalamy mafhom?"

Me: "itrkni gllt! HEEELP HEEELP"

7a6 Napkin 3ala wajhi..

And everything turned black..

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*t7msu shway:$*

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I opened my eyes. '6alma...

 Where am I? 

I blinked, and looked around. 

I was wrapped on a chair. 

Then t4krt.... Fahad...

Rasy kan y3wrrni..

Me: "Ahhh.."

"Ohh gmty?"

Kan ga3d gidamy bas b3ed shway. 

Mn il'6alma ma shfta.

Me: "waina feh"

Fahad: "7lw ilmkan 9a7? Hatha a5r mkan btshofena b7yatk"

._.

Me: "Fahad fkni allah y5lek"

Fahad: "inshallah bas mb al7en"

Me: "6yb w ilfayda mn hatha kila wshu"

Fahad: "Ee 9a7 ana magltlk il56a.."

Skt shway.. 

Fahad: "Kan yamkan kan feeh amera ma56ofa w ja ilamer 3lshan yn84 amerta elly 56fha ilwa7sh.. W yom yji ygtla ilwa7sh bhal mosadas w ygtl amerta m3ah.. The end! Shrayk blg9a?"

Me: "mu int t7bni? Shlon btgtlny?"

He laughed: "la ya mama da kan zaman! Al7en la.. Ana 36etk two choices ya ena t7beni ya ena i ruin your life.. Maswaity ilawal lazm nswi ilthani.."

Me: "mare'9! Majnon! Ethba7ni kaifk bas tara 3ndy raqam dicktor nafsy mara zain! Ro7la!"

Fahad: "chb"

Me: "t3alaj w ry7 ilnas mn 7alatk ilnafseya"

Ja w shad sha3ry :c

Fahad: "gltlk o9! Matfhmen!"

I spat on him. 

"tf 3aleek tmd edk 3ala bnt!"

He slapped me. :) 

Ouch that's hurt.. :)

Fahad: "btskten wla shlon?"

Bskt l2na ilkaf yoja3.. :'c

Ra7 jls b3ed. 

Sakit... Wana ba3ad sakta..

Ana 7mara...

Faisal kna 7as.. 

Gali latro7en..

A5r shay galy eyah A7bk:(! 

Al7en byji w y4b7a almjnon hatha:(!

Ifff :( 

'3abeya 7mara :(

Nmt..

"Heeey inty!!"

I woke up mrta3a.. 

"bsmillah shtaby"

Fahad: "5thi moya"

Me: "maby"

Fahad: "glt 5thi"

Me: "Ma Aby!"

Kb ilmoya killaha 3alay..:)~

Kalb:)~

Fahad: "ktha tshrbenha '39bn 3lek"

I cried.. 

Fahad: "ndg 3ala 7abeb ilgalb?"

7aka Faisal.

Fahad: "Hala wallah bFaisal.. Bl7f'9 w il9on lat5af... La la ktha tz3lny mnnk.. Tby tt2kd enha b5air... Isma3.."

7a6 ilsma3a eb e4ny. 

Me: "Faisaaaal latjii latji abad by4b7k!!!!!"

Shal ilsma3a bsr3a. 

Fahad: "yallah baba nnt'6rk ana w 7abebty lulwa.. Bye bye"

I cried..

Ma36ani wajh w jls blar'9.

*15 minutes later*

Kan ga3d yl3ab eb jwala..

Ga3da asma3 9ot ill3ba..

Me: "Fahad"

Fahad: "hmm"

Me: "3ady as2lk so2al bas mat39b?"

Fahad: "La2"

Me: "int laish ketha? ya3ni akeed 9arlk shay b7yatk 5lak ketha?"

Fahad: "inty 7mara? Ush wla klma"

Me: "allah y5lek damk bt4ba7ni.. F'9f'9ly.."

Skt..

Me: "Int aked shft a7ad gasy w kan gasy m3k fa 5lak t9er ktha 9a7.. Ahlk 9a7?"

Skt.

Me: "Ee ahlk 9a7.. Daym ilahl ktha allah y9l7hm"

Skr ill3ba.

3rftu lma tgolon la bas b9ot. 

Ely "6o2" =))

Ezibda.... 

Gal ketha. 

Me: "Ajal men?"

Fahad: "wa7da"

Me: "knt t7b?"

Fahad: "awrek 9orat;ha?"

Gam w wrani.. 

:O!!!

Y5WFF KAIF ILBNT TSHBAHNI!!!

NS5AAA MNY!!!!

LOU MA3RFNY KAN AGOL HATHOLY WA7D!!!

He smiled: "tshbahlk 9a7?"

Me: "Mara!"

Fahad: "hathy hy.. Ana mn shftk awl mara ma3 jdty 7sbtk hy.. Yom shftk 7sait ena galby rj3 ynb'9 mn jded! La w lma shftk blma6ba5.. Nafs 9ot;ha nafs na'6rat;ha nafs kil shay... Bas '3air 7akyha.."

Me: "6b hy sh9ar 3leha..Trktu b3'9?"

Fahad: "La2.. Hy trktni.. Bkl bsa6a.. Tqdmlha wa7d 7alta ilmadeya zaina mara.. W nstny w nst ayamna w nst kl shay.."

Me: "kntu t7bon ba3'9?"

Fahad: "Knt.. Bas hy la2.. Galtly ana maknt byom mn ilayam a7bk.. Ana bas knt atsla 3alek.. Bs ana matzwj wa7d 3a6l w oboh y9rf 3leh.. Wa6ya! Nstny 3lshan ilflos!"

Yagalbi :c

Me: "mn mta hal7ky?"

Fahad: "gabl 5 snen.. '6lena n7b b3'9 3 snen.. Bas..7sbyllah 3leha"

Me: "6y..

G63ni..

Fahad: "kntt anam w agom 3ala 9ot;ha! Kan maymr yom bdon ma7akeha! Knt as3ad insan bldnya l2nha m3ay! Bas... Ra7at! Nst klll shay!! Kl hatah titsala!"

Fahad: "w b3dain ma9dgt 3ala allah ansaha algak inty gdamy! 7sait ena btrja3 7ayati 7lwa mara thania.. Bas 6l3ty inty ba3ad 7a8eera mthlha!"

Me: "ana wsh thanbi.."

Fahad: "kilkm 5aynat t7bon ilflos! Kilkm 78erat! Kil il7arem ketha!"

Me: "La wallah ya Fahad.. Mb kilhm ktha.. Ana a7b Faisal w lw 5leta w r7t lk b9er nfs;ha.. Isma3ny Fahad ana mst3da azwjk wallah il3a'9em azwjk wa7da 6ayba w t7bk w t'6l m3k lil abad inshallah.."

Fahad: "majnon ana arb6 nfsy bwa7da zlaba ba3ad?"

Me: "Fa.."

Fahad: "o9 5ala9 36aitk wajh iskty"

Me: "Fahad.. 6yb isma3 i4ba7ny kaifk.. Bas wallah ma amz7 dg 3la Ghadah bas agoulha ism ilbnt wallah bnt zaina w t5af allah.. Bas int ba3ad lazm t5af allah feha.. Mu tswi feha nafs ely tsweh feni.."

He smiled: "mnjdk.."

Me: "wallah w8smbillah!"

Fahad: "tdreen ahly aked shafony mu blbait.. Bas ma7ad s2l waina.. Ma7ad bldnya hathi ys2al.. Kl ilnas t7b nfs;ha..."

Me: "La ilnas ely t7bk ts2al.."

Fahad: "Mu mwjoden halnas"

Me: "int t5lehm mwjoden aw mo mwjoden.. B7kyk, bislobk m3hm"

Fahad: "kilhm zlayb"

I smiled: "La2.. Int t7s ktha l2ana int t3amlhm m3amla shaina fa y9eron nafs matgol.. Jrrb.. 9er insan thani.. Ibtsm.. Solf.. I'97ak ma3 ilnas.. Ihtam fehm.. Btshof shlon y9eron"

Fahad: "tdren wshu.. Sdaity nafsy.. Knt mt7ms ashof Faisal maghor w a4b7a w a6l3 ely bgalby.. Bas al7en 5ala9 7wmty kabdy ma3ad aby aswi shay"

I smiled: "matngal ktha.. Ana agoulk il9a7.. Ana bas 7aketk.. W9lt ilgalbk.. 5letk tgoly wsh elly bgalbk.. Wana mt2kda ena hathi awl mra tf'9f'9 il a7ad feha.. Shft ana aish swait.. Mat7rkt wla swait shay.. Bas 7kait.. Ilkalam ely glta w9l il galbk.. W athr feik.. W 5letk t7n 3alay w t3rf eny mabelk ela kl 5air.."

Skt..

Fahad: "tdren shlon bfk hatha.. Ro7y 3ny w fkeni mn 7kyk"

Fk ilrope.

Fahad: "3ady as2lk so2al.."

Me: "aked"

Fahad: "inty ya3ni mn na7yat ink bnt.. Shlon tshofeni?"

I smiled: "mafhmt"

Fahad: "shain?"

Me: "Fahad 3mra ilshkl makan lah sh'3l"

Fahad: "Ela.. Inty 7baity Faisal l2na 7lu.."

Me: "La2.. Ana 7baita l2nha kan feh ashya2 malait;ha eb a7ad thani.. Kan y5af 3alay.. W zay mat3rf ana ma7roma mn halshay.. Omy w oboy kil wa7d lahi w ma7ad y5af 3alay.. Jdty allah yr7mha kanat shway bas mu nafs Faisal.. Faisal 7ssny bil aman.. Ma9rt a5af wana m3ah.." 

He smiled: "yallah ro7ela w i3t4rely mna.. Allah yhnekm eb ba3a'9"

"W5RR 3NHHA YALWA95"

W faj2a Fahad y6e7 3alay..

Faisal a6lg 3aleh nar! 

Me: "FAISAAL LAIIISH! DG 3AL IS3AF BSR3A"

Faisal: "swaaalch shay hal7ywan?"

Me: "LA MA SWA DG BSR3A"

9ar yna'6rni w mst'3rb mn ely ga3da agoula.

Me: "Fahad.. La Fahad latmot.."

Fahad: "5aleeny.. Who cares.."

Me: "La gooom tkfffa"

I was crying.

Jt ilis3af w a5thoh ilmstashfa.

*blmstshfa*

Faisal: "al7en chetheh tjazena?"

Me: "iskiit faisal tdry yom a6lgt 3aleh wsh kan ygol? Kan ygol allah yhnekm! 3alay ana w int!"

Faisal: "shno la3ab 3alech! Hatha 5a6fch shlon bygol allah yhnekm!"

Me: "iskt Faisal maly 5lgk 9dgg!"

6l3u ilr9a9a w gam. 

D5lna 3nda. 

Fahad: "thanks lulwa.. Madry bdonk shkan by9er feny.."

I smiled: "shda3wa ma swait shay.. W b3dain 7na bdaina 9af7a jdeda w int 9rt mthl o5oy, shlon ma asa3d o5oy?"

Faisal kan wagf yna'6rna. 

Juju came.

Juju: "ashwwaa 7abebty Lulwa"

And she hugged me. 

Shft Naif behind her. 

-.-

Juju: "Tara 9ayr shay mb zian.."

Me: "wshu"

Juju: "oboch.. Shafch matrden 3leh 7acha omch.. "

Me: "KATHABBA"

Juju: "Wallah.. Twha m7achytni w ms7t feny ilbla6.. Bas maglt laha sh9ar"

Me: "Asfa.."

Juju: "La 3ady mt3wda 3la hwash 3mty.. Ezibda hatha iltbn laish majbtola ilshr6a?"

Gidama ya Juju gidama ._. ? 

Me: "b3dain agolk.. Yallah Fahad ana lazm aro7.. Wray ham may3lm feh ela allah.. Kila mnk allah ysam7k bas"

Fahad: "I'm soryy.."

Me: "La 3ady.. Yallah bye"

Fahad: "Lulwa.."

I turned: "ha"

Fahad: "Shkrn"

I smiled: "maswait shay.."

W 6l3na.

Rj3na ilfndg eb taxi. 

Faisal mb ga3d y7akeni. 

Za3lan.

9ra7a ana makana ly 5lga. 

Makan ly 5lg a7ad. 

I took a shower w nmt. 

Juju 97tni..

Juju: "Luluuu!! Gomy aboch ga3d ydg 3lech"

Allah ystr. 

Rdait. 

Me: "Hala baba.."

Baba: "Lulwa."

Me: "Sm"

Baba: "Bkra ilsa3a 8 il9b7 r7ltk lilRiyadh latt25rain"

Skt ma3rft wsh agol..

Mali wajh agol shay..

Me: "Inshallah.."

Skr. 

Bas? 

Ma hawash? 

Ma 9ara5? 

Shfeh? 

3ajeb..

76ait alarm ilsa3a 6Am. 

W kmlt nomty..

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