Chapter49

"Pain makes you stronger, Fear makes you braver, Heartbreak makes you wiser"

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"Lulwwa 7abebty goomy"

Me: "hmm"

I opened my eyes wela it's dad.

I totally forgot about my grandmother.

Ena 7saita 7ilm aw shay..

Me: "shfek baba bsmillah laih jay t97eeny"

And then I realized ena ana mu bsrery..

Srer omy lulwa..

Ya3ni elly 9ar 9idig mb 7ilm..

Me: "yba wain omy lulwa"

Nzl rasa.. W he took a deep breath..

Dad: "dfnaha gabl sa3a.. W il7en ilnas bdu yjon.. Gomy yba may9er t'6len nayma"

I cried: "ay nas.. W laish yjon"

Dad: "3lshan y3zonna.."

Me: "w lazm ag3d m3hum?"

Dad: "Ee yba.. Yallah 7abebty wash your face w ro7y bdly thyabk w inzly 6yb?"

Me: "inshallah.."

Kan 9idig maksour.. 

Oboy elly ma b3mry shfta y9e7.. 

Shakla y3wr ilgalb.. 

Ezibda I went upstairs..

I took a shower, I tied my hair in a bun, wore this and I went downstairs.

Kan kila nas..

B3beehm w y9e7oon..

Ana ma9dgt 3la allah awgf 9ya7 jony hatholy y9e7on? 

'6alet wagfa 3nd ildaraj staring at them.

Awl mra ashof 3aza.. 

Maknt abd abd abd a7b aro7.

Daym omy lulwa allah yr7amha kanat tgooly hatha wajb w ta5then feh ajr bas maknt a7b! 

Wa7da ma3rfha galtly: "3a'6am allah ajrk 7abebty.."

I stared at her.

6ayb? 

Wsh ilmfro'9 agool? 

Me: "ameen.."

Jbt il3eed~

I sat on one of the sofas.

W kil ilnas t9ee7..

Ana maknt a9e7 knt mrta3a mn kmyt il7arem ilmwjoden ._.

Faj2a I felt someone standing in front of me.

"w5reely aby ag3d jmbk"

Oh Ghadah! 

I hugged her tightly! 

Me: "Ghadah shftty!!"

Ghadah: "3a'6am allah ajrk 7bebty"

Me: "Ameen.."

She laughed while she's crying: "wshu amen"

Me: "mdry"

Ghadah: "mb amen.. Tgolen ajrna w ajrk aw tgolen jazak allah 5air"

Me: "kthaba mlyon wa7da galtly w gltlaha amen"

She smiled: "7mara.. Ezibda kaifk al7en"

Me: "il7mdelilla"

Wala dam3a nzlt ll7en.

I hate crying in front of people.

5alty Sara called us ena nji m3ha 3nd ilbab.

3nd awl mayd5lon ilnas.

9ar kil a7ad da5l w kl a7ad 6al3 ygoly 3a'6am allah ajrk. W y9e7! 

La ketha ktheer ma agdar! 

I whispered to Ghadah: "ghadah ana ma agdar awgf hina"

Ghadah: "wain btro7en"

Me: "brga '3rfty"

Ghadah: "La lulwa lazm tg3den! Ta5then 3azaha"

Me: "Ghadah shoofy ilnas! Magdar at7ml!"

Ghadah: "6ayb ig3dy shway 3al aqal b3dain ro7y"

Me: "n9 sa3a b3dha bro7"

Ghadah: "okay"

Shway wela omy w 5alty Haifa jw.

Cute jw mn ilkuwait :c

I hugged my mother

Mom: "3a'6am allah ajrk 7abebty.. Allah yr7amha w y'3fr laha"

Me: "Ameen"

I hugged 5alty Haifa also.

Mn shft;ha t4krt Faisal! 

Mn il9b7 ma 7aketa! 

Me: "Ghadah ana bro7 ashof shay '9rori w brja3"

I went upstairs.

I checked my mobile.

44 missed calls!!! 

Faisal, omy, Juju, Ghadah, 3aziz w t5yllu men ba3ad? 

Yes FAHAD! 

Kilhm hatholy 7akony? 

So I called Faisal awl shay.

Beep

Be..

"Alo"

Me: "Faisal.."

Faisal: "Lulwa wainch matrden! Wlht 3alech wayd 7sbali fech shay!"

Me: "shft sh9ar.."

Faisal: "Ee.. 3a'6am allah ajrk"

Me: "Bas! Stop saying that stupid thing!"

Faisal: "ist'3frllah Lulwa feha ism allah shno stupid"

Me: "ist'3frllah bas zahagt mn kthr ma sm3t;ha"

Faisal: "Allah yr7amha w y'3fr laha inshallah"

Me: "jet m3hum wla blkuwait int?"

Faisal: "hw shlon ma ayi? Ana eb baitkm.. Bmjls ilryayel"

Me: "6ab t3al mn ilbab ilwarrany aby ashofk"

Faisal: "ay bab madil baitkm 3adl"

Me: "i6la3 il7osh w ro7 ysaar eb tlga bab 9'3er ana hnak bnt'6rk okay?"

Faisal: "okay"

..

I went downstairs to the kitchen.

Ft7t ilbab and I saw Faisal gidamy..

I hugged him tightly.

W 97777t....... 

Kl il9ya7 ely knt maskta nzlta al7en..

Faisal: "Lulwa 7abebty bsch 9ya7.."

Me: "knt a7akeha ams.. Shof hy 36tny hal necklace 3lshany btzwj.. Ams 36tny eyah!"

He wiped my tears.

Faisal: "inzain mmkn twgfen 9ya7.. Wallah il3a'6em dmo3ch '3alya 3ndy"

T3rfon elswing elkberra ely y76onha ilnas bl7osh daym?

Zay hathi. 

Jlsna feha.

Hatha kila wara ilbait ya3ni ma7ad yshofna.

I put my head on his shoulder.

Me: "Faisal.. Gd jrbt a7ad greeb mnk ytwfa?"

Faisal: "La2.. Kilm wana 9'3er"

Me: "Mara y3wr ilgalb.. Y3ni t5yl sha59 ykon mara greb mnk, mara mara greeb, w t7akeeh w kil shay.. W tro7 tnam w t97a ma tlgah? 5ala9 he's gone.. Ma3ad btshofa b7yatk.."

Me: "Allah la ywrek ya3ni.. T9dig.. Fy du3a2 daym asm3a.. Bas al7en fhmta w 9rt ad3eh jad"

Faisal: "shno ildu3a2?"

Me: "ena allah yj3l yomi gabl yom kil a7baby"

Faisal: "smilla 3alech!"

Me: "w yomk int bl4at.. T5yl ya3ni bsmillah a7akek w agolk yallah t9ba7 3ala 5air abnam w agom w ma algak?"

I cried harder.

He hugged me: "Shhh.. Lulwa 7bebty 4kry allah w id3elha tara ilbchy mayfed"

Me: "mu beedy Faisal ishtagtlha!"

Faisal: "hatha elly allah katba.. Lazm tr'9en blqadar"

Me: "ana ra'9ya.. Bas..93b 3alay.."

Faisal: "tdren ena kl d3wa td3enha laha hy btdry ench d3etelha.. Bas il9ya7 by'9aygha"

Me: "manib bzr tgooly hal7ky"

He smiled: "wallah mn9ji!"

Me: "6ayb.. 5ala9 iskt 5lny a9e7 a6l3 elly bgalby"

Faisal: "okay.."

'6leena sakten.. 

B3d shway.. 

Faisal decided to break the silence.

Faisal: "lulwa"

Me: "hmm" i raised my head from his shoulder.

Faisal: "twni shft Fahad.. I know mu wagta bas mdry.."

Me: "galk shy?"

Faisal: "la.. T5yly.. Kan ga3d wya oboch.. Yom yeit oboch gala 5la9 ro7 da5l *he laughed* "

I smiled.

 

magltla ena 7akany..

'6al ynkt.. 

Yby y'97kny..

Nmt 3la ktfa mndon ma7s..

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