Chapter41

"Once you lose someone, its never exactly the same person who comes back"
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Lazm aswy ay shay 3lshan maro7.

Glt 5lni albas w aswi kl shay b3dain aswy iltamtheleyah;). 

5l9t lbs. W swait sha3ri:').

Bas ma76ait makeup.

9arat ilsa3a 9:30.

Nbda iltamtheleyah bsmillah~



R7t '3rfat omy.

I knocked the door.

Mom: "mnu"

Me: "ana yma"

Mom: "t3aly 7bebty"

I went inside.

Me: "yma sakreely ils7ab ely wra please"

W hy tskrlly... 67t blar'9..

Y3ni ena d5t:$

Mom: "hw bsmilllah 3aleeek yma shfeek"

Fta7t 3yoni..

Me: "ahh bsmillah sh9ar"

Mom: "la7'9a 5al eybonlch mayy"

Me: "la la mala da3i ana zaina"

Mom: "kl hatha w tgolen zaina!"

Me: "eeh.."

Mom: "etha t7sen ench t3bana wayd latro7en"

Me: "Mara t3bana bas 7aram 5alty.."

Mom: "La la 5altch bt34rch lw drt ench mare'9a"

Me: "7aram.."

Mom: "La 7bebty lat5afen.. Ro7y darch al7en wana agol ll5dama tyeblch orange juice"

Me: "ana agoolha inty kmly lbsk"

She kissed my forehead: "matshofen shar 7bebty"

I smiled.

7aram :c

Ynl3b 3leha bsr3a :c

I went back to my room.

Changed into a blue juicy training suite.

And I laid on my bed.

Allllllah manib ray7aa~

I made sure ena omy ra7at 5ala9..

Sakart bab '3rfty..

W jlst bl'3rfa..

Makan ly 5lg asolf ma3 a7ad..

Ya3ni knt aby af'9f'9 bas mu il a7ad a3rfa..

So 5lait jwali b3ed.

W I took a white paper and a pen.

Blbdaya kela kan sh5ame6..

Bs b3dain bdait aktb..

Ezibda that's what I wrote..

Tuesday-15Aug2010

Hey,, it's lulu,, madry sh9ayr feni.. W9alt ildrja ena aktb eb warag lol.. Ma3laina aby af'9f'9 il ay a7ad:c.. Ilyom kan yom m5es.. Jad a5yas yom b7yati.. 
Kan yom sa3eeed bl9b7.. Bas faj2a iltbn fahad 5arab kel shay! 7aram Faisal.. Kan eb galba 7ki.. bas msk dmo3a w ra7.. Ya3ni hou ymkn 9a7 y'3ar 7aram bas wlaw lazm e9adgni ana.. Lazm yfham mni ilsalfa.. 9a7 wela la2? Haha amz7. 
Tdren wsh wdy aswi al7en? Wdy aro7 ilriyadh w aro7 bait fahad.. W ados eb ba6nah.. W a36eh kam kaf w atfl 3aleh b3dain arja3 ilkuwait. W aro7 ilFaisal w a36eh kaf hou ba3ad *lny maghora mna shway:$* w agola lat9dg Fahad 9dgny ana! w b3dain I hug him tightly w agoola ana a7bk.. B3d.."

Faj2a my phone rang.

Fzait l2na 9dg rw3ni! 

Kan hdouu2... Fj2a hatha ydig! 

I took the mobile.

"Faisal"

Bsmilllllah 3mrra 6weeeel!!! 

Rdait.

Me: "Alo"

Faisal: "shloch"

Me: "il7mdelillah"

Faisal: "a7ad ymch?"

Me: "La2 laih?"

Faisal: "wainhm"

Me: "men?"

Faisal: "il7arem kilhm"

Me: "aha ana mar7t"

He laughed: "7lfay!"

Me: "wallah..?"

Faisal: "ana ba3ad mar7t! Laish mar7ty?"

Me: "t3bana"

Faisal: "shfech!"

Me: "t3bana shwy?"

Faisal: "eeh fhmt bas shfech ya3ni mn shno"

Me: "madry."

Faisal: "ya3ni intay al7en blbait?"

Me: "Eeh?"

Faisal: "wyach a7ad?"

Me: "La2"

Faisal: "7lou! Meet me eb.."

Ga6a3ta gabl laykml.

Me: "agoolk t3bana tgooly meet me? B3dain shtaby? sh3ndk?"

Faisal: "shway shway 3alay shfech?"

Me: "mafeny shay bas laish taby tshofny?"

Faisal: "bklmch eb maw'9o3"

Me: "mw'9o3 wshu"

Faisal: "may9er hny"

Me: "gool lana mafy '3air hna"

Faisal: "la mn9ji lulwa aby ashofch eb asra3 wagt!"

Me: "Ma agdar. Ma tfham?"

Faisal: "lulwa shno halislob? Mat3wdna n7achi ba3a'9 chetheh"

Me: "6ayb asfa.. Taby shay thany lani bskr"

Faisal: "bmrch b3d n9 sa3a"

Me: "Faisal ga3da agoolk t3bana magdar a6la3"

Faisal: "man6la3. Bas t3aly wyay blsyara"

Me: "La2"

Faisal: "Lulwah please! 3lshany?"

Me: "shlon aji m3k? Wetha omy darat?"

Faisal: "la la matdry inshallah"

Me: "Faisal 9a3ba shway magdar"

Faisal: "la mb 9a3ba. N9 sa3a w akon 3ndch bye"

He hung up.

Shyabi? 

W laish ga3d y7ki kna ma9ar shay?

Akrrrh ketha ughhh! 

Okay bro7 ashof wsh ybi.

I fixed my hair and I went downstairs waiting for him.

B3d shway he called me w 6ala3t.

Rkbt ilsyara w msha shwy wa5ar 3an ilbait b3dain wgf.

He looked at me.

Me: "shfek"

Faisal: "lulwa lazm n7l halmw'9o3"

Me: "ana knt ga3da a7la.. W knt ga3da afhmk ilsalfa.. Bas int '6alet t9ar5 w tsm3ni 7aki w r7t w mar'9ait tsma3"

Faisal: "inzain ana yaych al7en asma3"

Me: "La2. Mu kl mara tt;hmni w t9ar5 b3dain trj3 tbeni afhmk"

Faisal: "ana asif.. Wallah matdren sh9ar feni mn shft ilmessage.."

Me: "bas wlaw! Isma3 mni ana mu mna!"

Faisal: "5ala9 3ad lulwa.. Inty mu t7beni? Elli y7b ysam7 elli y7ba"

Me: "w elli y7b ysma3 Lelli y7ba!"

Faisal: "I promise ena matn3ad.. W ina b9dgch intay.. Lou kil ildnya tgol shay w intay tgoly shay thani b9dgch intay"

Skt..

He hold my hand.

Faisal: "tara ma3mry ra'9ait a7ad... Intay awal insana ara'9eha bldinya.."

I smiled

Faisal: "yallah 3ad ta7achay"

Me: "wsh agol"

Faisal: "goly a7bk Faisal"

I laughed

Faisal: "yazeen hal'9i7ka!"

I smiled

Faisal: "shraych 7ubi.. Dam maku a7ad eb baitkm nro7 ana wyach mkan"

Me: "la la Faisal wallah a5af trja3"

Faisal: "inty kila t5afen?"

Me: "Eeh wallah lou drt t4ba7ny"

Faisal: "wlly yslmch lulwa.. Sh7aga t4b7ch ana mu '3areb 3lshan t4b7ch"

Me: "6b 5alnrja3 please"

Faisal: "3afya lwail yallah 3lshan 5a6ri"

Me: "wetha darat?"

Faisal: "golelha Faisal ya 5thani '3a9b"

I laughed

Ezibda r7na.

Me: "int inzl"

Faisal: "matben tnzlen?"

Me: "La shakly yrw3"

36ani na'6ra..

Faisal: "shfeh shaklch?"

Me: "mb 7a6a makeup.. Maby arw3 ilnas 9ra7a"

Faisal: "mb 7a6a makeup? 3ayal elly bwyhch hatha kila shno"

Me: "wallah manib 7a6a shay!"

He gave me a fake smile.

Faisal: "yallah jidami"

Me: "la yasa5ef"

Faisal: "bsr3a jidami btnzlen"

Me: "int laish tbn?"

Faisal: "Lni a7b tbn.."

I laughed: "7ywan! Yallah 9idig ro7"

Faisal: "wallah maro7 bro7y! Btyyen wyay!"

Me: "t5af bro7k ya3ni?"

He smiled w nazal rasa: "Eeh"

*ystahbl;p*

I laughed

Faisal: "yallah?"

Me: "if mnk if"

He smiled: "3afya 3alsha6ra"

W nzlna.

W 7na n6lb.

Faisal: "shtaben.. Ana bmot mn il7ar.. Ba5th shay bard"

Me: "La la 5th shay 7ar.. Ybrddk"

36ani na'6ra: "mn9ji ga3d at7cha"

Me: "wallah ana ba3ad! Ana mjarbat;ha!"

Faisal: "mjarba shno"

Me: "knt 7rana sharabt shay 7ar baradt. W mara knt bardana sharabt shay bard dfait"

He laughed: "il7mdelillah w ilshkr"

Me: "tra ga3da a7ki mnjdi! La tt6anaz 3alay!"

Faisal: "inzain yallah shtaben"

Me: "hot white mocha"

Faisal: "5ala9 hach mfta7 ilsyara.. Ana byebhm w ayech"

R7t ilsyara w I waited for him.

B3d 10 minutes ja.

Kan m3ah two paper cups.

He was smiling

I laughed: "mu il7mdelillah w ilshkr?"

Faisal: "makan 3ndhm bard"

N9ab=))

I laughed: "La wallah?"

Ezibda ena sm3 klami. 3-|

.....

Days passed normally..

Ana w Faisal mara 3alaqtna zaina il7mdelillah.

W Fahad mawgf 7arakata ilwa95a bas Faisal kl mara yhawsha.

I went back to Riyadh.

Bdeina dirasa w kl shay.

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