Friday, April 26, 2013

Chapter42

Hathha ilpost 3lshan 5a6r ilbeautiful birthday girl @lulwahAO ma3 ena mt25r shway:$ bas may5alif:$ 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL @lulwahAO xxxx 

I'm sorry 6awalt 3alekm.. Bas kan 3ndy qudurat so magdart aktib.. :c 

Enjoy xx 

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"It's amazing how a person who was once just a stranger, can suddenly mean the world to you"

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So bdaina dirasa.

A5r sana lazm ashd 7aily.. 

Abeha t5l9 bsr3a 3lshan arta7 mn ildrasa w ktha bs bnfs ilwagt mabeha t5l9 lna btzawaj! 

Aby atzawaj Faisal bas 5ayfa! 

A7yan a7s ena tawni bazr! 

Bas kther ytzwjon badry.. 

Ezibda.. 

Days passed normally.. Ma9art ashya2 t7ms b4ek ilfatra.. 

B3d ma bdaina bshahar zhgt..

Faisal ra7 us.. 

W hou ba3ad zahag fa itfagna ena nsa7ab kilna w nro7 ilkuwait..=))

Glt iloboy bro7 ilkuwait hatha ilweekend.

R7t mn monday lain monday ely b3da:$



Awal maw9lt.. 

Faisal makan mawjod lsa.

Byw9al bkra.

So 6ala3t ana w juju.

3ndha mdrsa bas s7bt hy ba3ad~

Ezibda r7na nf6r bstarsbucks.

Kan fa'9y l2ana mdrsa bas feh shwy nas.

We ordered w 36ona il6alab.

R7na nby na5th sikar w ktha..

Kan feh two guys wagfen.

Shafona.. 9aru yslofon.. 

Wagfeen 3nd ilhatha w yglbon ilcoffees 7gat;hm w ysolfon..

3nad ya3ni:)

Me: "m6wleen hatholy?"

Juju: "madrry 3nhm! Mali 5lghm rasy y3wrni!"

Faj2a juju ra7at lhum.

Juju: "mmkn t5l9ona?"

One of the guys: "n5l9ch mn shno"

Juju: "aby a5th sikar"

Nafs ilwalad: "shlon sikar ya5th sikar"

Juju: "waiiii3 helaag!!!"

They laughed w ra7u..

A5thna ilashya2 w g3dna.

Juju: "ylw3oon ilchabd!"

Me: "La juju wallah 7lwen!"

She smiled: "7lwen bas helag!"

I laughed

Juju: "t3rfen hathela mno"

Me: "La2"

Juju: "mshari Al*** w rfeja Naif Al***"

Me: "mashallah 3alek!"

She laughed

Me: "elly kan y7akek men"

Juju: "mshari"

Me: "ilthani cute"

Juju: "Eeh wayd"

I laughed: "ush 5ala9 3aib!"

Juju: "la 9ij cute"

Me: "bas wja3! 3aib!"

She laughed: "shno 3aib! 3lshanch ma56oba 9rty matgolen cute ya3ni"

I laughed: "Ee 5ala9 kbarna"

Juju: "ana bgool kaify"

Faj2a....

....: "LULUUU"

I turned.

Mashael! 

*ilbint ely shiftha awl bl6yara*

Me: "msha3iil!"

Mashael: "shlonk"

Me: "il7mdelillah b5air mshtagatlk"

Mashael: "mta jeti?"

Me: "ilyom"

Mashael: "m6awla hina?"

Me: "ya3ni 5 days taqreban"

Mashael: "7luu! 5ala9 ajal lazm n6la3 swa"

Me: "yallah mta tben"

Mashael: "bkra?"

Me: "umm 5leha ely b3da a7san?"

Mashael: "okay 5ala9 a7akek bbm w nshof"

Me: "inshallah"

Mashael: "bye"

I smiled: "byye"

Ra7at.

Juju: "mno hathi"

Me: "wa7da kanat ga3da ebjambi bl6yara w t3rft 3leha"

Juju: "Eeeh.. W sh7aga mat6l3en wyaha bachr?"

Me: "L2ana Faisal jay bkra"

Juju: "Eee 9a7"

Me: "ezibda ism3y aby aswela shay 7lw.. Nafs maswaly awl.. Wsh aswi w wain"

Juju: "ummm.. Blshalaih?"

Me: "y5ti mshwar aro7 w artb ilshalaih"

Juju: "inzain ohwa shno y7b"

Me: "madry.."

Juju: "shlon matdren 7mara?"

Me: "kli tbn 9idig madry"

Juju: "mkan ohwa y7ba.. Ena.."

Faj2a an amazing idea came rushing into my head.

Me: "3ARAFT"

Juju: "shno"

Me: "ilba7ar! Mu ilshalaih ilba7ar nafsa!"

Juju: "bas.. Inty t5afen..?"

Me: "Ee hina ilmoshkila.. Bas hou akthar shay y7ba ilba7ar"

Juju: "inzain.. Bas bachr 9ery mat5afen w ro7y wyah.. Ro7u boat"

Me: "juju shfty wsh 9ar awl.. A5af t9er mara thanya"

Juju: "la la mb 9ayr shay inshallah w b3dain wyakm hatha ely ysog"

Me: "mdry.. Bas mta ymdeni alga boat w aswi kl shay"

Juju: "3aziz 3nda ohwa w rab3a boat"

Me: "t7sen by5leni a5tha?"

Juju: "ana agoola"

Me: "latgolenla ana w Faisal"

Juju: "7mara galolch?"

I smiled: "ee"

Juju: "lat5leny ahwin?"

Me: "la la amza7 7bebty inty"

Juju: "kalba"

...

Ezibda she talked to 3aziz ena btsawi ly ana surprise=))

Galha eb yji galtla feh banat mt7jbat w may9er tji..

36ana eyah ilyom ely b3da. 

Faisal jay ilyom.

Ana w juju al7en blboat.

Gilt ilshakir yt2akad ena ilbanzen full!!!

Rtabnah ana w Juju:c

9idig t3bna! :c

6l3 marra 7lww! 

Hatha kila 9ar il9b7.

Faisal jay @ 5Pm.

Al7en ilsa3a 4Pm.

Rj3t ilbait glt ilomy ena ana w Faisal bnt3sha bara ilyom.

I took a shower, wore a simple black dress, swait sha3ry bun, applied simple makeup and I'm ready to go.

*knt b76 9wrat fatan w sha3ar bas m3yi.. :c*

R7t a5tha mn ilm6ar. 

Ja w slmt 3aleh w kil shay.

I smiled: "3ndy lik surprise"

He smiled: "shno"

Me: "blshalaih"

He laughed: "tgaldeny ya3ni?"

Me: "la mu blshalaih.. Ya3ni blshalaih bas mu blshalaih.. Int bas t3al w btshof"

He laughed: "inzain yaya ma3 mno"

Me: "abdulrasheed.. N5aleh ywdena baitkm w nro7 bsyartk.. L2ni gayla ilomy bnro7 nt3asha eb m63am"

Faisal: "okay"

R7na bait;hm w 7a6 a'3ra'9a w rkbna syarta.

6oul il6reg wana ad3y.. 

Yarab may9er shay y5arb ilyom.

Yarab y'6al ilyom 7ilu ketha.

Yarab yarab.

Finally we arrived.

Me: "La td5l mn 3nd ilshalehat"

Faisal: "3ayal mn wain ad5l?"

I smiled: "jihat ilba7ar ilmafto7"

Faisal: "ilba7ar ilmafto7 mara wa7da!"

I smiled: "Eeh"

R7na.

Hou traab b3dain ba7ar. 

Ya3ni nafs ilview 7ag ilshalaih bas ebdon bait.

Ezibda.

Trab fa'9y.. 

W ilboat wagf 3nd ilba7ar.

Faisal ma ja ib bala abad ena ymkn ilsurprise etkon blboat hatha.

Faisal: "wain btro7en maku shay hny"

I laughed: "kil halboat w maku shay?"

He turned.. Shaf ilboat..

Faisal: "intaay? Btdshen hny?"

I smiled: "3lshank bas.. Lni adry ena akthar shay et7ba bldnya ilba7ar"

He smiled: " '3ala6 "

Tfshlt.. :c

Me: "mu ilba7ar..? 6ab slk ly lazm etfshlni ya3ni *i laughed*"

Faisal: "Eeh l2na mohim 3ndy t3rfen"

Me: "Wshu 6ayb"

Faisal: "akthar shay a7ba bldnya mu ilba7ar.. Akthar shay a7ba bldnya intay"

Yagalbyyyy galbaaaah :'''''')


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@_Dweem xx

Monday, April 22, 2013

كلام بقلبي..

مادري وش جايني بس سهرانه و مافيني نوم و كان بقلبي حكي و طلعته هنا.. 



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في ناس غابوا عنا.. 
بس في كلام قالوه ماغاب عن ذاكرتنا..
عاهدونا و عاهدوا نفسهم على اشياء مستحيلة! زي مثلاً..
"اوعدك مااخليك ابد" "ماقدر اعيش بدونك" "بظل احبك/معك للابد" "عمري مارح اخليك او اتخلى عنك" ليه؟ ليه تقولون للأبد؟

كلمة "للأبد" مستحيلة! 
مافي شي يظل "للأبد" 
الام، الاب، الاخت، الاخ، الصديقة، الشكل، الصوت، الملامح، الشخصية، التفكير، نظرتك للناس، تصرفاتك، مصطلحاتك، بيتك، سيارتك، غرفتك، جوالك.... مالهم دخل ببعض بس الزبدة انه كل شي!! 

و معظم الوعود هذي متى تنقال؟ 
لما يكون الشخص اللي قالها في قمة سعادته!
بدون تفكير! 

لو انه فكر للحظة.. "اوعدك ما اخليك ابد"
شلون يعني؟ يمكن اموت واخليها؟ يمكن تصير لي ظروف تخليني غصب اسافر و اخليها؟ يمكن هي تتغير.. و ما اصير احبها و اخليها؟ يمكن اشوف وحدة غيرها و تعجبني و اخليها؟ شلون ما اخليها علمني شلون؟؟ 

اذا فكر بهالاشياء صدقوني موب قايلها..

و الثانية؟ "ماقدر اعيش بدونك" 
هاذي عاد....انا بسأل اللي قاعد يقرا الحين.. بصراحة بصراحة في مخلوق بالدنيا ماتقدر تعيش بدونه؟ لاتكذب على عمرك. مافي!

ابسط شي امك.. دايم نقول عسى يومي قبل يوم امي لاني ماقدر اعيش بدونها و من هالحكي..   بس تعالوا بالصدق.. 
في ناس كثير كانوا يحبون امهاتهم و ماتوا. 
هل ماتوا الناس هذول؟ هل صح انهم ماقدرو يعيشون بدونهم؟ لأ. 

فا ليش حنا نقول اشياء مانقدر عليها! 
الحين لو انت قلت لوحدة انا ماقدر اعيش بدونك او عمري مارح اخليك و بحبك للأبد.
لو صار اللي صار و افترقتوا. 
و هي صارت تتذكر هاذي الوعود.. 

قالي ماقدر اعيش بدونك.. و هذا هو عايش! 
قالي عمري مارح اخليك.. وخلاني!
قالي بظل احبك للأبد.. والحين يحب غيري!
ليه؟

وقتها مين يرد عليها؟ 
كذاب؟ لا هذا مو كذب. 
هذا وعد بس بلحظة فرح. او يمكن صدق كذاب مادري.. بس انا ابي اللي قالها صادق.
يا اخوي، حبها بس لاتوعدها! لاتقول حكي بدون افعال!

لو سمحتوا.. حبوا بعض بس لاتوعدون احبائكم بأشياء انتم مو قدها.. 
خلوا الظروف هي اللي تقول وش بيصير..

علشان لانتذكر وعودكم لما تروحون ونسأل روحنا وما نلقى جواب...

-ديمه
@Dweem
23-4-2013

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Chapter41

"Once you lose someone, its never exactly the same person who comes back"
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Lazm aswy ay shay 3lshan maro7.

Glt 5lni albas w aswi kl shay b3dain aswy iltamtheleyah;). 

5l9t lbs. W swait sha3ri:').

Bas ma76ait makeup.

9arat ilsa3a 9:30.

Nbda iltamtheleyah bsmillah~



R7t '3rfat omy.

I knocked the door.

Mom: "mnu"

Me: "ana yma"

Mom: "t3aly 7bebty"

I went inside.

Me: "yma sakreely ils7ab ely wra please"

W hy tskrlly... 67t blar'9..

Y3ni ena d5t:$

Mom: "hw bsmilllah 3aleeek yma shfeek"

Fta7t 3yoni..

Me: "ahh bsmillah sh9ar"

Mom: "la7'9a 5al eybonlch mayy"

Me: "la la mala da3i ana zaina"

Mom: "kl hatha w tgolen zaina!"

Me: "eeh.."

Mom: "etha t7sen ench t3bana wayd latro7en"

Me: "Mara t3bana bas 7aram 5alty.."

Mom: "La la 5altch bt34rch lw drt ench mare'9a"

Me: "7aram.."

Mom: "La 7bebty lat5afen.. Ro7y darch al7en wana agol ll5dama tyeblch orange juice"

Me: "ana agoolha inty kmly lbsk"

She kissed my forehead: "matshofen shar 7bebty"

I smiled.

7aram :c

Ynl3b 3leha bsr3a :c

I went back to my room.

Changed into a blue juicy training suite.

And I laid on my bed.

Allllllah manib ray7aa~

I made sure ena omy ra7at 5ala9..

Sakart bab '3rfty..

W jlst bl'3rfa..

Makan ly 5lg asolf ma3 a7ad..

Ya3ni knt aby af'9f'9 bas mu il a7ad a3rfa..

So 5lait jwali b3ed.

W I took a white paper and a pen.

Blbdaya kela kan sh5ame6..

Bs b3dain bdait aktb..

Ezibda that's what I wrote..

Tuesday-15Aug2010

Hey,, it's lulu,, madry sh9ayr feni.. W9alt ildrja ena aktb eb warag lol.. Ma3laina aby af'9f'9 il ay a7ad:c.. Ilyom kan yom m5es.. Jad a5yas yom b7yati.. 
Kan yom sa3eeed bl9b7.. Bas faj2a iltbn fahad 5arab kel shay! 7aram Faisal.. Kan eb galba 7ki.. bas msk dmo3a w ra7.. Ya3ni hou ymkn 9a7 y'3ar 7aram bas wlaw lazm e9adgni ana.. Lazm yfham mni ilsalfa.. 9a7 wela la2? Haha amz7. 
Tdren wsh wdy aswi al7en? Wdy aro7 ilriyadh w aro7 bait fahad.. W ados eb ba6nah.. W a36eh kam kaf w atfl 3aleh b3dain arja3 ilkuwait. W aro7 ilFaisal w a36eh kaf hou ba3ad *lny maghora mna shway:$* w agola lat9dg Fahad 9dgny ana! w b3dain I hug him tightly w agoola ana a7bk.. B3d.."


Faj2a my phone rang.

Fzait l2na 9dg rw3ni! 

Kan hdouu2... Fj2a hatha ydig! 

I took the mobile.

"Faisal"

Bsmilllllah 3mrra 6weeeel!!! 

Rdait.

Me: "Alo"

Faisal: "shloch"

Me: "il7mdelillah"

Faisal: "a7ad ymch?"

Me: "La2 laih?"

Faisal: "wainhm"

Me: "men?"

Faisal: "il7arem kilhm"

Me: "aha ana mar7t"

He laughed: "7lfay!"

Me: "wallah..?"

Faisal: "ana ba3ad mar7t! Laish mar7ty?"

Me: "t3bana"

Faisal: "shfech!"

Me: "t3bana shwy?"

Faisal: "eeh fhmt bas shfech ya3ni mn shno"

Me: "madry."

Faisal: "ya3ni intay al7en blbait?"

Me: "Eeh?"

Faisal: "wyach a7ad?"

Me: "La2"

Faisal: "7lou! Meet me eb.."

Ga6a3ta gabl laykml.

Me: "agoolk t3bana tgooly meet me? B3dain shtaby? sh3ndk?"

Faisal: "shway shway 3alay shfech?"

Me: "mafeny shay bas laish taby tshofny?"

Faisal: "bklmch eb maw'9o3"

Me: "mw'9o3 wshu"

Faisal: "may9er hny"

Me: "gool lana mafy '3air hna"

Faisal: "la mn9ji lulwa aby ashofch eb asra3 wagt!"

Me: "Ma agdar. Ma tfham?"

Faisal: "lulwa shno halislob? Mat3wdna n7achi ba3a'9 chetheh"

Me: "6ayb asfa.. Taby shay thany lani bskr"

Faisal: "bmrch b3d n9 sa3a"

Me: "Faisal ga3da agoolk t3bana magdar a6la3"

Faisal: "man6la3. Bas t3aly wyay blsyara"

Me: "La2"

Faisal: "Lulwah please! 3lshany?"

Me: "shlon aji m3k? Wetha omy darat?"

Faisal: "la la matdry inshallah"

Me: "Faisal 9a3ba shway magdar"

Faisal: "la mb 9a3ba. N9 sa3a w akon 3ndch bye"

He hung up.

Shyabi? 

W laish ga3d y7ki kna ma9ar shay?

Akrrrh ketha ughhh! 

Okay bro7 ashof wsh ybi.

I fixed my hair and I went downstairs waiting for him.

B3d shway he called me w 6ala3t.

Rkbt ilsyara w msha shwy wa5ar 3an ilbait b3dain wgf.

He looked at me.

Me: "shfek"

Faisal: "lulwa lazm n7l halmw'9o3"

Me: "ana knt ga3da a7la.. W knt ga3da afhmk ilsalfa.. Bas int '6alet t9ar5 w tsm3ni 7aki w r7t w mar'9ait tsma3"

Faisal: "inzain ana yaych al7en asma3"

Me: "La2. Mu kl mara tt;hmni w t9ar5 b3dain trj3 tbeni afhmk"

Faisal: "ana asif.. Wallah matdren sh9ar feni mn shft ilmessage.."

Me: "bas wlaw! Isma3 mni ana mu mna!"

Faisal: "5ala9 3ad lulwa.. Inty mu t7beni? Elli y7b ysam7 elli y7ba"

Me: "w elli y7b ysma3 Lelli y7ba!"

Faisal: "I promise ena matn3ad.. W ina b9dgch intay.. Lou kil ildnya tgol shay w intay tgoly shay thani b9dgch intay"

Skt..

He hold my hand.

Faisal: "tara ma3mry ra'9ait a7ad... Intay awal insana ara'9eha bldinya.."

I smiled

Faisal: "yallah 3ad ta7achay"

Me: "wsh agol"

Faisal: "goly a7bk Faisal"

I laughed

Faisal: "yazeen hal'9i7ka!"

I smiled

Faisal: "shraych 7ubi.. Dam maku a7ad eb baitkm nro7 ana wyach mkan"

Me: "la la Faisal wallah a5af trja3"

Faisal: "inty kila t5afen?"

Me: "Eeh wallah lou drt t4ba7ny"

Faisal: "wlly yslmch lulwa.. Sh7aga t4b7ch ana mu '3areb 3lshan t4b7ch"

Me: "6b 5alnrja3 please"

Faisal: "3afya lwail yallah 3lshan 5a6ri"

Me: "wetha darat?"

Faisal: "golelha Faisal ya 5thani '3a9b"

I laughed

Ezibda r7na.

Me: "int inzl"

Faisal: "matben tnzlen?"

Me: "La shakly yrw3"

36ani na'6ra..

Faisal: "shfeh shaklch?"

Me: "mb 7a6a makeup.. Maby arw3 ilnas 9ra7a"

Faisal: "mb 7a6a makeup? 3ayal elly bwyhch hatha kila shno"

Me: "wallah manib 7a6a shay!"

He gave me a fake smile.

Faisal: "yallah jidami"

Me: "la yasa5ef"

Faisal: "bsr3a jidami btnzlen"

Me: "int laish tbn?"

Faisal: "Lni a7b tbn.."

I laughed: "7ywan! Yallah 9idig ro7"

Faisal: "wallah maro7 bro7y! Btyyen wyay!"

Me: "t5af bro7k ya3ni?"

He smiled w nazal rasa: "Eeh"

*ystahbl;p*

I laughed

Faisal: "yallah?"

Me: "if mnk if"

He smiled: "3afya 3alsha6ra"

W nzlna.

W 7na n6lb.

Faisal: "shtaben.. Ana bmot mn il7ar.. Ba5th shay bard"

Me: "La la 5th shay 7ar.. Ybrddk"

36ani na'6ra: "mn9ji ga3d at7cha"

Me: "wallah ana ba3ad! Ana mjarbat;ha!"

Faisal: "mjarba shno"

Me: "knt 7rana sharabt shay 7ar baradt. W mara knt bardana sharabt shay bard dfait"

He laughed: "il7mdelillah w ilshkr"

Me: "tra ga3da a7ki mnjdi! La tt6anaz 3alay!"

Faisal: "inzain yallah shtaben"

Me: "hot white mocha"

Faisal: "5ala9 hach mfta7 ilsyara.. Ana byebhm w ayech"

R7t ilsyara w I waited for him.

B3d 10 minutes ja.

Kan m3ah two paper cups.

He was smiling

I laughed: "mu il7mdelillah w ilshkr?"

Faisal: "makan 3ndhm bard"

N9ab=))

I laughed: "La wallah?"

Ezibda ena sm3 klami. 3-|

.....

Days passed normally..

Ana w Faisal mara 3alaqtna zaina il7mdelillah.

W Fahad mawgf 7arakata ilwa95a bas Faisal kl mara yhawsha.

I went back to Riyadh.

Bdeina dirasa w kl shay.


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@_Dweem xoxo 



Sunday, April 14, 2013

Chapter40

"Before you give up, think of the reason why you held on so long"
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I found a message mn Fahad. :)

"Heeey 7abebty! Ishtgtlk t9dgen:(. I had a lot of fun with you today, 9idig 3mry mar7 ansa halyom! Call me etha ra7 il'3atheth :* I love you babe x"


I looked at Faisal.

3yona kanat tdm3 bas mask il9e7a.

Me: "Faisal latgooly enk 9dgta"

Faisal: "ana bs2lch so2al.. Intay damch wya hatha.. Laish wafaqty 3alay?"

Me: "ana mu wyya a7ad 8smbellah! Kthab wallah il3a'6em kthab!"

Faisal: "shlon kthab? Ohwa shdarah ena ana wyach?"

Me: "madry bas wallah ena kthab!"

Faisal: "inzain laish mag3dteni ilyom mbchr?"

I cried: "Gltlk maby ankd 3leek mn il9b7! Laish mu ga3d t9dgny!"

Faisal: "lnch chathaba.."

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I stared at him lma gal haklma..

Me: "int laish kl mara mat9dgny? LAISH T9DGA HOU WANA TKTHBNI"

Faisal: "lana ohwa 7chya mu8ni3.. Ama intay kela 5arabe6 w chthb!"

Me: "ana?"

Faisal: "Eeh intay!"

He took his mobile and he went outside.

Ma a9adig.

Lma ra7 '9alet a9e7 shway..

Faj2a..

Fahad dag.

Rdait.

Me: "int mn ay zbala 6al3?"

He laughed

Me: "may'97k! 7sbyllah 3aleek yalmre'9! Allah ya5thk inshallah w yfkni mnk!"

Fahad: "iljayat akthar 7bebty.."

Me: "int shtaby mny bl'9ab6? Laish ana laish mn bd kl ilbanat tabeny ana?"

Fahad: "bas.. Ktha ana abek.."

Me: "6ayb ana ma abek? Ifham ya5y yr7m omk ifham!"

Fahad: "mb lazm tben"

Me: "Fahad, allah y5lek tara int ga3d t5rb 7ayati! I6la3 mn 7ayati ry7ni tkfa!"

Fahad: "laish a6la3? Twna mabdena.."

Ba3aad nawwy yswi ashya2 thanya? :)

Me: "Allah ya5thk gol amen!"

And I hung up.

Yarabi laish ktha :c

Ma amdana :c

Ifff :c

Al7en shlon arja3?

A5af a7aki omy tgooly laish r7ty m3ah a9lan.

A7aki men.. Juju?

I called her bas she didn't answer. :)

5amda eli5t :)

Lw amot meb 9a7ya..

Adg 3ala men....

Aziz! 

Bas wsh agol :/

Fashla :/

Agoola ana w Faisal kna bl7alna hina :/

Yfshl ya5i.. :/

3ady 3ady 7na ma56oben..

I called him.

Beeep
Beeep
Beeep

Rd please :')

Beeep
Beeep
Beeep

Rddd:'')

Bee..

Aziz: "hala lwail"

Me: "ahlen 3aziz shlonk"

Aziz: "tamam il7mdelillah.. Inty shloch il7mdelillah 3lsalama"

Me: "allah yslmk.. Umm 3aziz fa'9y?"

Aziz: "Laish sh3ndch"

Me: "bas as2al?"

Aziz: "3ala 7asab elshay ely tabena?"

Mu wagtikk! -_-

Me: "aby twdeni baitna.."

Aziz: "wainch intay?"

Me: "blshalaih.."

Aziz: "shtsawen?"

Me: "int bas t3al wana agolk.."

Aziz: "inzain yallah shway w yaych"

Me: "shkrn 3aziz mara shkrn"

Aziz: "shda3wa shsawait ana"

..

6ab3an rtbt ilshalaih.

Rj3ta nafs makan gbl.

3lshan la yfhamna '3ala6 3aziz w a6e7 mn 3aina =))

Wana artb shft a small red box :')

Ft7t;ha.

A bracelet. 

7abebi:')

Kan nawy y36eny eyaha:')

7sbyllah 3alek ya fahad:')

76et;ha eb shan6ty.

B3d shway 3aziz 7akani 3lshan afta7la ilbab.

Ft7t ilbab.

Aziz: "halla wallah nawart ildeera"

I smiled: "mnwra fek"

Aziz: "yallah? Zhbty a'3ra'9ch"

Me: "Ee ee"

Aziz: "9ayr shay?"

I smiled: "La2"

Aziz: "3ayal shlon yeti hny?"

Me: "Faisal jabni.. W b3dain 6l3 3nda sha'3la '9roreya w ra7"

Aziz: "Akeed?"

Me: "ee hw shfek"

Aziz: "wayhch maygol chetheh"

Skt.

Aziz: "Lulwa.. 3almeny sh9ayr?"

I couldn't handle it. I cried and hugged him.

Aziz: "Lulwa shfeech.. 4kry allah.. Sh7aga kl hal9ya7"

Me*crying*: "3aziz mat5yyl sh9ar"

Aziz: "sh9ar"

Wa5art 3na.

Me*crying*: "nrkb ilsyara w agolk"

Rkbna.

Me*crying*: "Faisal.. Faisal kan hina.. W kan mrtb ilmkan w jaw w mdry wshu.. W b3dain iltbn fahad allah ya5tha arsl message w hou kathab! Ygol ishtagtlk w madry wshu hou kathab madry laih faisal y9adga.. Hou a9l.."

Aziz: "la7'9a la7'9a mnu fahad a9lan..4kry allah.. W hdy a39abch shway.. W b3dain ta7achay"

I took a deep breath. 

W gltla kll ilsalfa..

Aziz: "wallah ana 9ra7a madry shagolch bas fahad hatha lazm yogf 3nd 7ada.. Lazm t3lmen oboch"

Me: "inshallah"

Aziz: "w Faisal 5aleh 3alay ana a7acheh w afahma ilsalfa"

Me: "la mb lazm. Hw ilmara ely gbl 9ar nafs ilshay w ma9dgni.. 5aleh"

Skt.

Yom w9lna.

Wgf ilsyara.

Aziz: "Lulwa 7bebty lat5afen everything is gonna be okay"

I smiled: "inshallah"

Aziz: "shkrn l2ana you called me"

Me: "ana ely ilmafro'9 ashkrk!"

Aziz: "la 9idig it means a lot to me"

I smiled: "yazenk"

W nzlt.

A7b 3aziz :')

D5lt ilbait.

Omy kanat nayma.

R7t '3rfty w nmt.

..

Mom: "lulwa yma matben tt'3den"

Me: "laa ymma 6fy illamba please"

Mom: "mta yetay?"

Me: "mnzman.. Yma 5leny anam tkfen"

Mom: "inzain inzain"

Ra7at.

Bas 5ala9 6ar ilnom:)

'6alat fat7a ilnor lain ma6ar ilnom:)

I went to the bathroom, washed my face, brushed my teeth then I went downstairs.

Kanat tt'3ada.

Mom: "hala 7bebty yallah t3aly t'3dy wyay"

Jlst m3ha.

Mom: "mag3dtch glt a5lech nayma lana warach sahra illaila"

Me: "ay sahra?"

Mom: "Haifa msawya zwara lch inty w faisal"

Me: "yooh yma mb lazm"

Mom: "haw shlon mb lazm!"

Me: "iff.. W shlon kbeera?"

Mom: "La la 9'3eera bas 5awat;ha w chetheh"

Me: "inshallah e5t;ha 4ek ely jat awl ma3 bnat;ha?"

Mom: "Eeeh.. B4mtch mayhablon"

Mara :)

59o9an Farah. :)

I smiled: "ee y7lailhm"


Al7en shlon..

Hy msawyat;ha 3lshany..

Ya3ni magdar aswy eny mare'9a..

Lazm aswy ay shay 3lshan maro7..

Maby aro7..

Etha r7t bshof Faisal wana maby ashofa..




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Saturday, April 13, 2013

Chapter39

"Dear whoever is reading this, you are beautiful. Smile, because you're too amazing to be so sad"

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W9lt ilkuwait.

7aket Faisal galy ena bara.

a5thna ilshna6 w ktha w rkbna ilsyara.

..

Me: "hatha mu 6reg ilbait. Wain bnro7"

Faisal: "n6ry w btshofen"

Me: "Laa Faisal please maly 5lg aby arja3 ilbait manmt"

Faisal: "by3jbch lat5afen"

Me: "may9er n5leh bllail?"

Faisal: "La2"

Me: "6ab wshu goly"

Faisal: "surprise"

Me: "Faisaaal"

Faisal: "chb 5ala9 glt surprise"

Me: "Allah y5leek"

Faisal: "lat7awlen"

Me: "hatha 6reg ilshalaih"

Faisal: "Ee. Bnro7 ilshalaih. Mmkn tbl3en lsanch w tskten al7en?"

I laughed: "7ywan! 6ayb feh a7ad blshalaih?"

Faisal: "Ee klhm hnak"

Me: "Men kilhum"

Faisal: "yarabi yakthr as2ltch. Al7en btshofen kana w9alna"

9f6 ilsyara. W nzl shn6ty.

Wgfna gidam ilbab.

Faisal: "close your eyes"

:/

Me: "Laish"

Faisal: "bas chetheh"

Me: "La I'm not gonna close it. Goly laish awal"

Faisal: "waleeh.. Btsakrenha wla shlon"

Me: "shlon! Goly laish"

Faisal: "surprise agolch! 9j inch mu wayh surprise"

I smiled

Me: "6ayb gol wa3ad"

Faisal: "shno"

Me: "ena maykon shay mb zain.. Lana mu ga3da asma3 9ot a7ad.."

He laughed: "lat5afen shay zain"

Me: "gol wallah"

He laughed: "WALLAH. Yallah close it"

Me: "tara glt wallah" 

I closed my eyes.

Faisal: "latba6lenha gabl magolch"

Me: "Ok"

Ft7 ilbab.

He hold my hand.

Faisal: "dshay"

..

Shal eda.

Faisal: "ba6leha"

Fata7t 3yoni..

Kan ilshalaih kela '6alma.

Bas kan feh 6awla bln9.

Feha shmo3.

W cake.

:')

I smiled: "hatha kla int sweta"

Faisal: "eeh.. W knt bswy akthar ba3ad. Bas 7'9rtch ma g3dteny mbchr"

I smiled.

Faisal: "yallah t3alay ig3dy hny"

Ilcake kanat 3leha 9orty wana 9'3era.

W mktob "I Love You My Beautiful Fiancee"

:'')

I laughed: "malget a7la mn hal9ora"

Faisal: "shfeha il9ora? Tyanen!"

I smiled: "Faisal.. Agolk shay?"

Faisal: "Eeh"

Me: "Ana mara 5ayfa.. Kl yom ga3da a7bk akthar mn ilyom elly gabla.."

He smiled: "hatha shay y5wf?"

Me: "Eeh.. Ya3ni tara 7na mu '9amnen ildnya wsh btswi fena.. A5af tb3dna 3n ba3a'9.. A5af afgdk byom mn ilayam.. Bsmillah 3alek ya3ni.. Bas madry wsh by9er feny"

He hold my hand.

Faisal: "Lulwa 7bebty lat5afen.. Ana daym bkon wyach inshallah"

Me: "Abek tw3dni.. Ena mhma 9ar bldnya n'6al ana wyak ma3 ba3a'9.. W man5ly shay yb3dna 3an ba3a'9"

He smiled: "inshallah.. Aw3dch eny 3mry mar7 at5la 3nch lw shma9ar"

:'')

I took a picture with the cake w 76et-ha blinstagram.

W 9wrt ilcake bl7alha w 76et-ha btwitter.

W I wrote: "Allah lay7rmni mnk yarab @FaisalAl** :')"

And we sat on the table.

..

Me: "Faisal 7bebi bro7 il7mam shway w brja3"

Faisal: "take your time 7yati"

R7t.

Lma rj3t kan ga3d.

I smiled.

He didn't smile back.

Faisal: "yalch message"

:/

Shft jwaly.

Makan feh shay.

Me: "mafy"

Faisal: "la da5l. Dshy ilmessages"

Ft7 jwaly w gra ilmessage ya3ni:/?

D5lt ilmessages..

I found a message mn Fahad. :)

"Heeey 7abebty! Ishtgtlk t9dgen:(. I had a lot of fun with you today, 9idig 3mry mar7 ansa halyom! Call me etha ra7 il'3atheth :* I love you babe x"

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Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Chapter38

"Sweet as sugar, hard as ice. Hurt me once, I'll kill you twice."

________


So now ana w Faisal ma56oben ilba3a'9.

Ba3d elly 9ar eb kam yom galu enhm byrj3on ilkuwait.

7awalt adwr nafs r7lthum bas malgait.

W Faisal ba3ad 7awal ena yji m3ay aw ay a7ad yji m3ay bas ma7ad gdr abd.

Their flight @ 10Pm.

W mine @ 8Am ilyom ely b3da.

Greba..

6ab3an ana mwa9la lana kan 5ams yom 3ed w nomi 5arban;p

I packed my bag w jahazt kil shay 3lshan ma at25r.


I woke up next morning at 6:30Am.

I said goodbye il kl a7ad mn ams l2ana mar7 ekon feh a7ad 9a7y;p.

I called Abdulrasheed yji ya5th ilshan6a w 6la3t.

Okay agolkm shlon kan shakli..

I was wearing a training suite.

Foga il3baya.

Makent 7a6a wala ng6a makeup.

Bas I wore my sunglasses 3lshan la arw3hm 9dg. :)

__

I waited for Abdulrasheed blsyara lain ma76 ilshan6a.

Ezibda 76ha w kl shay w mshaina.

Faisal galy ams ena etha jet aro7 ilm6ar a7akeh 3lshan yji ya5thni.

Bas glt 7aram ilsa3a ma9art 7ata 7.

Etha jena nql3 a7akeh a7san.

Mreena starbucks.

36ait Abdulrasheed yjebly white mocha.

makan ly 5lg anzl..

He brought it w kamalna 6regna.

I was listening to some music on my ipod.

Shft Abdulrasheed ytkalam.

I took the headphones off.

Me: "wshu"

Abdulrasheed: "hada sayara aish moshkila"

I turned

Me: "ay syara"

Abdulrasheed: "hada syara abyad, mn bait wara. Mn starbucks wara. Dahen wara"

*yg9d ena ga3d yl7agna lol*

Me: "ymkn ray7 ilm6ar hou ba3ad"

Abdulrasheed: "hwa swi lamba shof"

I turned.

Sha'3al illambat ely gidam blsiyara.

Ena kna ygol ilAbdulrasheed ogaf.

Me: "latsma3 klama imshi"

Abdulrasheed: "aywa ana mafy wgf"

Makan mbyn wajha.

Bas mbyn ena walad.

Y'3azzl mn il9b7:)? 

W b3dain shayf wajhi int:)?

Hatha wajh wa7da tt'3azal:)?

Mnafa5 wajhi w 7alty 7ala! 

Ezibda we arrived at 7:15.

Nzl abdulrasheed ilshan6a 3nd ilbab w ra7.

Knt ga3da a7awl afta7 hatha ilshay ely y5lek ts7benha.

Faj2a someone helped me.

I raised my head.

Fahad :)

I stared at him shway..

Hou ely kan yl7agna ya3ni :)

Knt 5ayfa mara! Bas ashwa ena feh nas w feh security.

Fahad: "3la wain ya7lw? Sma3t a5bar 7lwa madry hy 9dg wla la2"

I pulled the bag w mshait.

Fahad: "Ga3d aklmk ana!"

Mardait.

Fahad: "La t5leeny aswelk salfa hina ba3ad.."

Me: "5wftny 9ra7a mara! Sawy ely tabeh! Matgdar etsawy shay a9lan"

Fahad: "mn galk magdar?"

Wgft.

Me: "Na3am shtaby 5l9ny!"

Fahad: "il5abar ely sm3ta.."

Me: "EEH 9A7! Ana w Faisal bntzawaj greeb inshallah!"

He smiled: "tdreen.. 6ol marasy yshm ilhwa, halzawaj mar7 ytm.."

Mareeeeeeeeeee'9!!!!!!! 

Me: "la bytm w bn9er as3ad nas bldnya inshallah, w int btmot 7ara l2na mafy bnt btr'9a ta5th wa7d mre'9 nfsk"

He smiled: "5ala9.. Ilayam baina.."

I pulled my bag w r7t.

..

While I'm waiting for the plane 7aket Faisal.

Beeep
Beeep
Beeep

Faisal: "Hala"

Me: "9ba7 il5air"

Faisal: "9ba7 ilnor 7bebty, ilsa3a cham"

Me: "7:30"

Faisal: "twch t6l3en!?"

Me: "La la ana ga3da ant'6r blm6ar mnzman w9lt"

Faisal: "sh7aga mag3dteny"

Me: "lna 7aram a97ek gabla eb sa3ten.."

Faisal: "Laish illgafa? Ifr'9y eny ana aby ag3d mbchr?"

Me: "hatha jzati mabi az3jk?"

Faisal: "ana abeek tz3jeeni! Yallah bye 3ndy sha'3la b5l9ha w ayek"

Me: "sh'3lat w..."

Skr il5a6.

:)

...

Rkbna il6yara w ktha.

Kanat ebjambi blkrsy bnt.

I was listening to music.

'3ama'9t 3yoni shway.. Wella nmt...

..

Faj2a someone shook my shoulder.

Fta7t 3yoni.

Ilbnt ely jambi.

She was smiling: "asfa 97etk?"

Me: "La maknt nayma bas '3afet faj2a"

The girl: "tara jt w 76tlk hatha etha tben tf6ren"

I smiled: "shkrn"

Jat ilmu'9efa w ma3ha a cup of coffee.

Me: "can I have some coffee too please?"

The hostess: "sure"

The girl: "5thi 7agty"

Me: "la la shkrn al7en btjebly"

The girl: "5theeha shaklk day5a.. W hy t6wl lain matjebha.."

Me: "La 3ady I'll wait"

The girl: "Yallah 3ad 5theha"

36tny eyaha.

I took it.

I smiled: "shkrn"

She smiled: "shda3wa maswait shay"

..

The girl: "S3odeyah?"

Me: "Eeh. You?"

The girl: "Eeh, sh3ndk blkuwait"

Malgofa.. =))

Me: "ma3ndy shay.. Bas omy kuwaiteya fa daym aji hina"

The girl: "wnasa.. Ana ba3ad ma3ndy shay bas I live here"

Me: "wain? Ilkuwait?"

The girl: "Eeh"

Me: "Laish"

The girl: "sh'3l oboy w ketha.. Wsh esmk"

Me: "Lulwa.. Inty?"

The girl: "Mashael"

I smiled: "aha.. Kam 3mrk"

Mashael: "22"

Me: "Mashallah! Mu mbyn abad knk 16 aw shay ktha"

She smiled: "Eeh kther ygolon"

'6aleeena nsolif lain maw9lna.. 

Mara 7laila! 

I took her bb pin w kl shay..

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Sunday, April 7, 2013

Chapter37

"If someone really wants to be a part of your life, they will really make an effort to be in it."

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Previously..

Dad: "5ala9 sawy ely tabeena! Bas mn ilyom w ray7 ana mu obok!"

And he went upstairs..


Me: "yma omy shfeeha 3lmeny? Wsh mswya shay '3ala6 3lshan oboy ykraha lhaldrja?"

Grandma: "mu msawya shay"

Me: "6ayb laih oboy ketha maybeni a9er mthlha?"

Grandma: "Madry 3ana.."

I went upstairs a7akeh.. A7s '9ayg 9dra..

I went to his room, knocked the door.

5alty Sara opened it.

Me: "wain oboy"

AuntSara: "shtaben feh"

Me: "wsh 3laik inty? Waina?"

36tny na'6ra.

D5lt.

Oboy kan 3la ilsrer.

Ybi ynam.

Me: "baba 3ady aklmk"

Dad: "La mu al7en, t3ban aby anam"

I sat on the bed.

Me: "wallah ana asfa.. Makan g9dy a'9aygk.. Bas k.."

Dad: "Lulwa gltlk aby anam"

Me: "wallah ma5lek tnam wint z3lan mny, isma3ny bas shway.."

Me: "al7en ana bntk ilwa7eda w awal mara awafq 3ala a7ad w ktha y9er? 7ata lw kan mn 6araf omy.. Ana madry int wsh ma5th fkra 3an omy.. Bas tara hy mara zaina.. W ma3mry shft;ha tsawi shay mb zain.. 9a7 t7b t6la3 w mu nafs kl ilomhat bas t'6al omy.. W may9er tgooly lat9eren mthlha.."

He didn't say anything.

Etha skt w ma9ar5 ya3ni iqtana3.

I smiled: "int il'6ahr mu 3lshan shay.. 3lshan matbeny aro7 ilkuwait w a5lek bl7alk 9a7?"

He smiled

I hugged him: "wallah yba lw tshof tw sh9ar feeny.. Yom gltly ana mu obok.. Jtni '9eeegah!"

Dad: "Ana asf 7bebty *he kissed my forehead* "

Me: "y3ni al7en r'9et 3alay 5ala9?"

Dad: "Ee yba.. Sawy ely tabena.. Ana wsh aby mn haldnya '3air sa3adtk?"

Me: "7abeby wallah allah y5lek ly wala y7rmni mnk"

Dad: "6ayb al7en mmkn t6sen w t5len obok ynam?"

I laughed: "inshallah.. Nom il3afya 7beby"

...

I went downstairs w glt iljdty ena oboy wafaq 5ala9..

W 6ala3t '3rfty..

Yom d5lt I was smiling..

Ghadah: "shfeek"

Me: "5alty haifa w omy byjon ilyom"

Ghadah: "laish"

Juju: "Y56BONCH!!"

I smiled..

Ghadah jumped on me & yelled: "7abeeeeebty ma9adiiiig! Mabrook!"

Me: "Kalba goomy 3any... Ezibda tara madry wsh albas!"

..

They helped me to choose a dress.

We chose this one..



Ghadah waved my hair& juju 76tly makeup.

A7bhm:(

Yom 5ala9t omy 7aktni w galtly enha bara.

I went downstairs, 5alet;ha td5l w ktha.

G3dna bilmajlis.

Grandma, omy, aunt hessa and me.

Grandma: "wain Haifa?"

Omy: "Haifa zahba bas intay allah yhdach 5alty glty tabeny ayekm gabl"

Grandma laughed: "eeh azayn 3lshan n7s 9dg ink omha"

Solafna shway..

B3d n9 sa3a 5alty Haifa jt.

R7t afta7 ilbab.

She hugged me.

Khalty: "yahala bl3aros 7abebty.. Ashwa ena intay ely b6lty ilbab,, la7'9a anady Faisal wda yshofch"

._.

Me: "La 5alty wshu tnadena ast7i.."

Khalty: "haw awal mara tshofena ya3ni"

Me: "La tkfeen 5alty wallah ast7i"

She laughed: "ya mil7 ely yst7on"

I smiled.

Sakrt ilbab and we went inside.

...

'6alu yslfoon..

Swalf 7areem t3rfon ya3ni.. :)

Ezibda 9ar hdou2 faj2a.. 

5alty Haifa: "nd5l blmaw'9o3 ely ana yaya 3lshana?"

Grandma: "Eeh bas 7aki omha lat7akeni" *she laughed*

5alty Haifa smiled: "inshallah.. Wallah ya Noura ana yaya ilyom 3lshan a6lb eid bntch Lulwa 7ag wldy Faisal 3ala sinat allah w rasola"

Mom: "hathy ilsa3a ilmbarka wallah! Faisal wldy a3rfa mn w ohwa 9'3er.. W mar7 alga a7san mna 7ag bnty, etc..."

6ab3an ana mazhareyah.. O:)

AuntHessa: "mta tabon yji yshofha w ktha"

Omy & 5alty smiled.. 

5altyHaifa: "7ina mar7 n6wl hny.. Lw tbon bachr etha ynasbkm?"

Grandma: "ha yma lulwa 3ndk man3?"

I smiled: "La2.."

Allah yhdehha wsh halso2aal:)=))?

Everything passed normally.. 

T3shena w kl shay. B3dain ra7u.

Ghadah & juju kept teasing me -.-

Klab -.-

...

Next day Faisal came..

Ma9adig:')

Oboy kan ga3d m3na shway b3dain ra7.

Faisal: "byrd oboch wla 5la9?"

Me*shyly*: "madry ma'6n" 

He smiled: "shfech msta7ya? Laykon 9dgty ena awal mra nshof ba3a'9"

I smiled: "la bas mdry.. Halmra '3air.."

9idig kanat '3aiir:'(

Madry shlon ketha makna nafs Faisal:'(

9idig knt msta7ya! :'(

He hold my hand.

Shlt edy.

Faisal: "shno!"

Me: "wshu?"

Faisal: "inty 5a6ebty al7en.. Sh7aga tshelen edch?"

Me: "mdry ya5i.."

He smiled: "inzain magltely mta il3rs"

Me: "olllah lsa m6wleeen 3al3rs"

Faisal: "wallah lou bedy a5leh bachr!"

I laughed: "La 7beby lsa ba3d mat5rj inshallah.. Ya3ni sna taqreban?"

Faisal: "SNA?"

Me: "wshu ya3ni tabeni atzawaj wana b3dni blmdrsa?"

Faisal: "ee shfeha?"

Me: "mnjdk? La 6ab3an!"

Faisal: "bas sna wayd!"

Me: "wsh nswi 3ad.."

Faisal: "inzain ilmlcha?"

Me: "umm maybe gabl il3rs eb shahar aw shahren?"

Faisal: "lulwa shno hatha kila b3ed!"

Me: "lat5af btmr ilayam bsr3a mndon man7is"

He smiled: "dami wyach akeed btmr bsr3a"

:c

Ba3d mara7.

Rgait fog. W istalmoni ilbanat as2la:)

Sh9ar?

Shgalk?

Shsaweto?

-.-

Gltlhum kl shay..

Before I sleep I checked twitter.

He tweeted:

"Finally my dream is coming true il7mdelillah:')"

:')

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@_Dweem xoxo 

Friday, April 5, 2013

Chapter36

"just because her eyes don't tear, doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry"

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So my mother is coming today..

She'll arrive at 5Pm.

It's 2Pm now.

I went to my Father's room.

I knocked the door.



Dad: "tfa'9al"

I went inside.

Kan hou w 5alty Sara ga3den.

Me*smiling*: "shlonk yba"

Dad: "eb5air.. Sh3ndk*he laughed*"

Dary eny aby shay:(=))

I smiled: "aby a7akek eb maw'9o3.."

Dad: "5air inshallah.. Wshu ilmw'9o3"

Me: "umm hou mw'9o3 shway 5a9.."

I looked at aunt sara..

Ya3ni ifhmeha inty 3ad:)

36tny na'6ra and she went outside.

Skrt ilbab wraha.

I sat next to my dad.

Me: "aaa.. Lat5af mb shay y5wf.."

Dad: "yallah lulwa 5al9eny ma7ib illaf w ildawaran.. Goly wsh taben"

Me: "b59o9 omy.."

Kan wjha 3ady bas when I told him he frowned.

Dad: "shfeha omk ba3ad"

Me: "jaya ilriyadh.."

Dad: "wsh il6ary?"

Me: "bas ketha.. Galt ana ajek bdl latjeni kl mara.."

Dad: "6ayb? Wsh ilm6lob mny?"

Me: "hy ilyom jaya.. Fa 3ady aro7 ma3 Abdulrsheed njebha?"

Dad: "Ee yba akeed.. W 5thi mn boki flos w t'3du eb ma63am ba3ad"

Me: "Jad?"

He smiled: "Ee wallah jad.. Hathy omk w may9er a5lek etga63enha"

I hugged him: "A7BBK SHKRAN"

I took the money w 6ala3t.

_

2 hours later.

7aket Ghadah w gltlaha tji m3ay..

She said okay.

I took a shower, wore this, applied simple makeup.



I went downstairs, kissed my grandma's forehead w 6ala3t.

I picked Ghadah w r7na ilma6ar.

We arrived at 4:45.

'6aleena nnt'6rha.

10 minutes later..

Shft wa7da tshbah iljuju..

._.

La ytrawaly akeed.. Wela juju wsh yjebha hina..

Ghadah: "shofy they're waving at us"

I turned...

OMG!!!

OMY W 5ALTY HAIFA W FAISAL W 3AZIZ W JUJU!!!!!!!!!!!

MA9ADIIIIG!!!!!!!!!

R7tlhum ark'9.

KhaltyHaifa: "shraych blmofaja2a"

Me: "A7lllla mofaja2a bldniyyya!"

I hugged them all..

Bas 6ab3an 3aziz w Faisal la..

Me: "Klaab maja eb baly abad inkm jayen!"

Juju: "etha rdena btrden wyana tara"

Me: "laish kam btg3don"

KhaltyHaifa smiled: "3ndna sha'3la bn5l9ha w nrd"

Me: "klkm jayen 3lshan halsha'3la?"

Mom: "Ee lazm nfra7 fech kilna"

Nrfa7 fech ? ._.

Me: "wshu nfra7 fech"

She whispered: "5altch haifa yaya t56bch il waladha"

*O*

Ma3arft wsh agool! =))

Ist7ait..

Faisal: "ana w 3aziz bnyeb iljna6 w intm n6rona hny"

Mom: "lulwa 7bebty yebely ana w 5altch coffee"

Me: "inshallah 7a'9r.. Juju tjen m3ay?"

Juju: "yallah"

R7na ana w Ghadah w juju.

Me: "juju wsh ilsalfa laish jetu inty w 3aziz"

Juju smiled: "Faisal 7acha 3aziz gala bnro7 n6lb eid lulwa t3al int w juju wyana bas"

Ghadah hugged me: "Alff mabrok 7abebbty!!!"

I smiled: "Allah ybark feik.."

Faisal bbm-ed me.

Faisal Al*: "shrayych bhal surprise"

Lulwa Al*: "7lwa:$ bas laish magltly:(?"

Faisal Al*: "a7la chetheh :$"

Lulwa Al*: "9idig glt il5alty?"

Faisal Al*: "Eeh yet;ha last week gltlaha yma tara ana 7ajzlch next week 3ala ilriyadh"

Lulwa Al*: "hahahaha:'("

Faisal Al*: "36eny raqam oboch w ydtch"

Lulwa Al*: "shtaby fehm:$?"

Faisal Al*: "aby a'3azlhum :) shaby fehm ya3ni -.-"

Lulwa Al*: "lool 05******* 05*********"

Faisal Al*: "7ayati:*"

Lulwa Al*: ":$"

5ala9na w kil shay..

Faisal w 3aziz a5thu ilshna6 w ra7u bsyara msta2jrenha..

W ilbagy eb syartna..

R7na Nino nt'3ada..

Makanu mt'3den.

W7ina nakl jw Faisal w 3aziz.

5altyHaifa: "ha 7beby jahaztu kil shay?"

Faisal: "Ee yma thalath '3uraf w syara"

Me: "Laish 3?"

Faisal: "kil 3ayla eb '3rfa?"

Me: "laish matnamon 3ndy yma?"

Mom laughed: "haw shlon nnam 3ndch"

Me: "6ab 3alaqal Juju tnam 3ndy"

3aziz: "La shno tnam 3ndch.. 5aleha hny a7san"

Me: "3aziiz yallah 3ad intm kam mara tjon! 5aleha 3ndy allah y5lek"

Juju: "Eeeh 3aziz please!"

3aziz: "5ala9 5air enshallah"

Ghadah: "Tara 7na baitna fa'9y nstaqbel ay a7ad lw tbon?"

Mom laughed: "ya7lelkm"

T'3dena w kil shay b3dain galu byry7on blfndg.

So ra7u..

w 7na ilbanat r7t centria shway b3dain rj3na ilbait.

Gilt iljdty w kil a7ad blbait ena Juju wa7da mn 9degaty..

Day passed normally..

Omy 7akatny bllail w galt ly inha taby raqm jadty..

L2nhum byjon bkra y6lbon edy..

7lw bas y5wf at the same time..

Shfina movie ana w ilbanat..

Sawena kil shay..

B3dain nmna..

I woke up next morning at 10Am.

My phone was ringing..

"Faisal<3"

Me: "Alo"

Faisal: "9aba7 il5air ya7lu"

Me: "9aba7 ilnor"

Faisal: "tdren ena ilyom a5r yom etkonen 7bebty?"

Me: "bsmillah laish"

Faisal: "Lana illaila bt9eren 5a6ebty"

:')

Inshallah oboy ywafq bas :')

W '6alena nsolf lain ma gamat juju.

Me: "Faisal Juju gamat bnzl aswelha f6or w ketha.."

He laughed: "7abebty ilsan3a ely tsawy ryog!"

I laughed: "yallah bye"

Faisal: "bye"


...

Juju: "allah allah intay btsawenly?"

Me: "La 6ab3an.. Bas agolha tswelk w ktha.. Tara hatha bas llnas ely awal mara ynamon 3ndy.. Wla kan gltlk inty tswenly.."

Ghadah: "Eeh tara ana a7yan tnzlny ajeblha"

Juju laughed

We went downstairs.

Grandma: "ya 9ba7 il5air.. Wana agol laish baitna mnwr.. Athr halbanat ilmazyonat naymen 3ndna"

Juju smiled: "ilnor norch 5alty"

Ghadah: "ana kel yom anam 3ndkm wala mara gltely ketha"

Grandma laughed: "5ala9 inty 9rty mn ahl ilbait"

Me: "yma Norma wain"

Grandma: "Ra7at ilsupermarket etjeb a'3ra'9.. Al7en jaya.. Ee 9a7 Lulwa ta3aly obok 36any lk shay.."

Me: "wsh a36ak"

Grandma: "t3aly hina b'3rfty"

R7na ana wyaha '3rfat;ha.

Grandma: "skry ilbab"

Skrta.

She smiled: "inty tdren 3an ilsalfa 9a7?"

Me: "ay salfa? Oboy magaly shay wallah"

Grandma: "La mb salft obok.. Salft il56ba"

Me: "ha.. Ay 56ba"

Grandma: "glt ilobok ilyom tw gabl layro7 ildawam.. Galy lulwa matby ttzawaj w 3la bala ana ely jbt hatha ba3ad.. Bas gltla 5al ns2alha w nshof"

Skt.

Grandma: "inty tabena 9a7?"

Me: "umm.. Mdry.."

Grandma: "haw wshu matdren"

Me: "mn 7akak ams?"

Grandma: "Haifa Al** 9degat omk.. W glt laha t36eny omk a7akeha w glt il omk tjena gabl!"

Me: "Laish"

Grandma: "L2ana hy om il3aros w lazm tkon mwjoda. 9a7 wla la2?"

I smiled: "9a7.."

Grandma: "ya3nii al7en afham mn klamk enk mwafqa 3lzawaj wela btswen nafs ilmara ely gablha?"

I smiled

Grandma: "haw shfeek wain ra7 9otk! Golely 3lshan a3rf wsh agol llnas"

Me: "Eeh yma mwafqa.."

She hugged me: "Alf alf alf mabrrok 7bebty allah ywfggk w inshallah y6la3 walad san3"

Me: "inshallah.."

Ya3ni eny ma3rfa.. =))

Grandma: "w inshallah obok ywafq 3aleeh.. Allah ystr.."

Me: "laish allah ystr?"

Grandma: "lana mn 6araf omk.."

Me: "w ya3ni lw mn 6arf omy mar7 ywafq?"

Grandma: "madry.. Inshallah ywafq inty latshelen ham.. Etha rj3 ana a7akeh.. Ro7y ma3 9degatk tlgen norma jat 5aleha tswelkm f6or.."

Me: "Okay.."

6ala3t.

Af6rna w kil shay.

....

Day passed normally..

Oboy ilmafro'9 yji at4Pm.

At 5Pm glt llbanat bro7 ajeb shay intm 5alokm bl'3rfa shwy..

I went downstairs '3rft jdty sma3t 9ra5..

7awalt asma3 wsh ygol..

Dad: "Hathi matby tfkna mn sharha? Mb kafy ely 9ar? Eb kl 3ain gweyya jaya w jayba 3ares ilbnt;ha ba3ad?"

Grandma: "hy shda5alha? 9degat;ha shafat ilbnt w 3jbt;ha mafeeha shay!"

Dad: "golellha ma3ndna banat llzawaj w lat5lenhm yjon w 5ala9na"

AuntHessa: "la matgolhhm ktha! May9er int ely trf'9 dam ilbnt taby kaifhaa!"

Aunt Hessa tdry ena n7b ba3a'9..

Dad: "inty bl4aat takleen tbn! Bnty wana 7r feeha!"

Grandma: "Waleed! 3alaqal i7trm eny mawjoda!"

Dad: "3a6eeh bntk etha mara tabeena 5aleeha hy ta5tha!"

9ar hdouu2..

FAJ2A...

Oboy ft7 ilbab.

W lgany..

:)

Dad: "Lulwa"

Me: "aa ana asfa lni ga3da atsama3.. Bas... Int mu gltly lat5len a7ad y5lek tswen shay inty matbena?"

Dad: "Eeh?"

Me: "hatha int ga3d tqrr bl7alk.. W ana mu mwafqa 3ala qarark ma3 ena shay y59ni ana mu int.."

Dad: "ana a5tht halqarar lana omk hatha ely tabeeh! Tgrbk mnha akthar w akthar lain mat9eren mthlha!"

Me: "Laish shfeeha omy??? Laish matbeny a9er mthlha!!"

Dad: "mabeeek t9eren mthlha w bas!"

Me: "La gooly! Goly shfeha? Wsh sawat shay '3ala6? Goly 3lshan aqtn3 blly ga3d tgola!"

Dad: "mb lazm tqn3en.. Mafy zawaj mn hatha lw tmoteen"

Me: "ELLA FEEH! W b3dain wshu mb lazm tqn3een? Hamak gayli matswen shay '39bn 3alek? 5ala9 ana ga3da asma3 klamk.."

Dad: "Ya3ni 3nad ilsha'3la?"

Me: "La mu 3nad.. Wallah yba mu 3nad bas l2na int ga3d tgol ashya2 matnfhm.. Laish mu mwafq? Lana mn 6araf omy.. Laish shfeha omy? Shfehm ilnas ely mn 6arfha? Yba ana a3rf 9degat omy hathy.. 7rma zaina w t5af allah w ma3mry shft;ha tswy shay '3ala6.."


Dad: "5ala9 sawy ely tabeena! Bas mn ilyom w ray7 ana mu obok!"

And he went upstairs..
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Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Chapter35

"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light"

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Previously..

Ra7 Faisal. W I told him ena ana mwafqa 3ala salfat il56ba.

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W7na raj3en gilt ilGhadah tw9lni baitna.. 

D5lt ilbait..

Jdty w 3mty w 5alty Sara kanu ga3den bel9ala..

I kissed grandma's forehead.

Grandma: "ya hala ya hala bl3aros"

:/

Me: "3aros?"

She smiled: "Eeh 3aros smilla 3alek"

Me: "Ana?"

Grandma: "Eeh inty ajal ana?"

AuntSara: "La w ta5yli men ilm3rs"

Me: "Men..?"

AuntSara laughed: "Fahad Al** 7afed Om yousef!"

.______________.

Me: "Na3am?"

Grandma: "Alf mabrok 7abebty.. Wallah w kbrty"

Me: "WSHU ALF MBROK YMA? ANA TWNI 3LZAWAJ! W B3DAIN MALGETY ELA HATHA"

Grandma: "ga9ry 9otk! laish twk? Kl ilbanat ely b3mrk m3rsen w shfeeh hatha wld nas w a5laga mafeha shay"

Me: "LW TMOTOON MA ATZAWAJA!"

I went upstairs running.

WTFFFF?? 

Eb kaifha tgooly alf mbrook???? 

Bnt;ha 3mrha 26 w mazwjt;ha wana tby tzwjnni? 

:) 

Laa w meen fahad:)

Lou amoot ma a5tha!! 

I changed into my pj's, laid on my bed and I called Ghadah to tell her wsh9ar.

Wana a7akeha someone knocked the door.

Me: "Meen"

....: "ana 3mtk 79a"

Me: "tf'9ly 3mty, ghadah shway w aklmk"

AuntHessa: "3ady ad5l?"

Me: "etha bt7akeni eb mw'9o3 ilzag Fahad lw sm7ty latd5len"

AuntHessa: "Lat5afen ana mar7 a'39bk 3ala shay inty matbena"

Sakart ilbab w jat g3dt gidami.

AuntHessa: "7abebty lulwa.. Ana mu b3mrk bas taqreban afkr mthlk.. Inty matben Fahad 3lshan inty 9'3era? Wela matbena 3lshan taben a7ad thany?"

Ymma shdraha hathi ._.

Me: "La wshu a7ad thani.. Ana twni 9'3era"

AuntHessa: "bgolk il9idg.. Ana mn ftra knt aby mnk shay.. Ma4kr wshu.. Makeup remover a'6n.. Ezibda.. Jet aby ad5l sm3tk tsolfen ma3 a7ad.. W ya3ni mbyn ena mb bnt.. 5ft ad5l w 5ft a7akek blmw'9o3.. Bas yom omy galtly ena Fahad yabek.. Glt ymkn hou.. Bas inty matbena ya3ni feh a7ad thani.. 9a7?"

._.

Me: "Aaa.. Knt a7aki Ghadah.."

She gave me a look ena yaln9aba;) : "mu glna 7na banat w nfham ba3a'9?"

Agolha wla la2..... 

Agol

La

Agol

La

Agol agol a7san..

Me: "bas matgolen il a7ad?"

AuntHessa: "7a'9r"

Me: "goly wallah"

She laughed: "Wallah wallah manib gayla il a7ad yallah"

Me: "hou 9ra7a feh.. Bas la mb fahad! Wai3! Bas feh.. *iblushed*"

She smiled: "6ayb mmkn a3rf men sa3ed il7a'9?"

Me: "aaa.. Hou kuwaity.."

AuntHessa: "he's living here ya3ni?"

Me: "La blkuwait.. Walad 9degat omy.. Shfta yom r7t a5r mra.."

AuntHessa: "w wathqa feh?"

Me: "Eeh! Mara wathqa"

AuntHessa: "solfely 3ana shwy.."

I told her kam mawqif 9arlna..

AuntHessa: "ya7lela"

Bas 6b3an magltlha ena kan hina w twni wd3ta blm6ar=))

AuntHessa: "5ala9 lk mni wa3ad mar7 ta5then Fahad w bta5then hatha inshallah, ela magltely wsh isma"

Me: "Faisal, Faisal Al***"

She smiled: "w iln3m.. 5ala9 ana 36eny yomen bas w a6l3 Fahad hatha mn ras omy"

I hugged her: "mara shkrn 3mty"

She smiled: "shda3wa maswait shay.."

She went outside.

7bait;ha:')

Ana abad mu greba mnha, twni adry enha 6ayba:')

...

The rest of the day passed normally.

Ana b'3rfty 6ab3an..

I did everything.

Faisal w9l w 7aketa w ketha..

7aket Juju skype.

7aket Ghadah blsa3aat~

Shft movie. I ate chips=))~

I took a shower.

Kl shy kl shy..

Bas mat'3det..

Ilcoffee ely blm6ar lw3t kabdy..

Ma9ar ly nafs akl..

Al7en ilsa3a 7Pm.

I was hugging Faisal's Jacket w nayma.

Someone knocked the door w d5l..~

6ab3an oboy..

Maynt'6r tgolen tf'9l..=))

Dad: "Shlona il7lou"

Me: "zain"

Dad: "galoly ena za3lan?"

Me: "La mb za3lan.."

Dad: "6ayb t3aly t'3dy m3ay"

Me: "mb jo3ana"

Dad: "mat'3dety shlon mb jo3ana"

Me: "sharabt gahwa.. W twni makla chips"

Dad: "ketha 9rty mb jo3ana?"

Me: "Eeh?"

Dad: "gomy gomy bas"

Shalny fog '9ahra w nzl ta7at.

Me: "BABA NZLNNI!!! KBART 3LA HL7RKAAAT"

Dad: "kbrty 3la hal7rkat w makbrty 3la ildala3 ha"

I laughed: "ybbaaaa"

Manzlni..

We went downstairs.

A5eran he sat on the couch w nzlt.

Dad: "ana a3lmk shlon ildala3"

I laughed

Dad: "Normaa jebi '3ada 7agi ana w lulu"

Grandma: "mafy '3ada"

Dad: "laish"

Grandma: "bas! Mat'3detu m3na, 5l9 '3dana"

He looked at me: "shfeha omy m39ba?"

Me: "mdry"

Dad: "ilgmr shfeh za3lan"

Mardt 3aleh..

He sat beside her.

Dad: "wshfeeh ilgmr za3lan"

Grandma: "Waleedo w5r 3ny mb wgtk"

Dad: "Afa.. Mb wgty?"

Grandma: "is2l bntk laish ana z3lana"

He looked at me: "sh9ayr?"

Me: "Ya3ni lazm yma tkbren ilsalfa?"

Grandma: "Ee lazm! 3lshan y3rf obok enk matst7en"

Me: "Ollla 9rt ma ast7y? Laish wsh swait"

Grandma: "abad slamtk maswaity shay"

Dad: "mmkn a7ad yfhmni sh9ayr?"

Grandma: "bntk ya 7beby jayha m3rs.. W matbeeh etgolk ana twni 9'3era,, wain 9'3era w inty 6ol ilbab?"

Gmt.

Dad: "Lulu ig3dy"

Me: "yb.."

Dad: "ig3dy!"

Me: "Ifff"

G3dt.

Dad: "kmly yma"

Grandma: "la w yom gltlha 9arat et9ar5 w trfa3 9ot;ha 3alay"

Dad: "6ayb.. Salfat raf3 il9ot hathi y7glk tz3len w thawshenha ba3ad.. Bas ena t5lenha twafq '3a9b hathi malk 7ag abad."

Grandma: "ee int ogaf ma3 kil ilnas '9dy.."

Dad: "La wallah yma inty omy w 3ala 3ainy w rasy bas 9ra7a ana blzwaj '3salt edy mnk.. Shfty Noura.. Gltely san3a w 7lwa w madry shfeha w shfna ilsna3a wsh swt.. Fa lw sm7ty ymma lat'39ben bnty 3ala shay hy matbeh. 6ayb?"

Grandma: "Ya3ni al7en btmsakha 3alay? Int 7a'9k ketha ana wsh 3alay mnk?! W b3dain ma3ly mnkm int w bntk swu ely tbona bas ana manib daga 3alehm 3lshan agolhm wala ilbnt 9'3era, int 7akehm"

Dad: "7aaa'9r mn 3yoni al7en lw tben a7akehm agolhm bnty MA TBEKM"

39bt w ra7t '3rft;ha. =))

7aram :c=))

Dad smiled at me: "t3aly inty"

R7t g3dt jamba.

Dad: "shsalfat ilm3rs hatha"

Me: "madry ygolon Fahad wld jerana.. Wi3 yba ana mabeh ma7baita"

Dad: "w shlon shfteeh?"

Me: "shfta mara wana ant'6r Abdulrasheed blsyara.. Ygz yba qalel adab"

Dad: "bas ybi ytzwj. Mb qlel adb"

Me: "yba ana maby allah y5lek 5ala9"

Dad: "adry adry.. Etha inty matben kaifk.. Hatha shay raj3lk"

I smiled

Dad: "ism3eeny yba.. Latnsen halshay abad.. La t5leen a7ad yjbrk 3la enk tswen shay inty matbena aw mu mqtan3a feh 6ayb?"

I smiled: "inshallah"

Dad: "Normaaa"

Norma: "Naam baba"

Dad: "feh bagi mn '3ada?"

Norma: "La baba mama lulu kalam klu jeb Abdulrasheed"

Ha laughed: "Ba3ad matbena nakl omy"

Dad: "5ala9 inty ro7y"

Dad: "lulu shrayk twden obok ilshayb ilmskeen iljo3an lm63m mn ilm6a3m ely tro7enhm"

I laughed: "7aram 3alek int mb shayb.. A5af aro7 m3k y7sbona mtzwjen"

He laughed: "Allah yjbr eb 5a6rk.. Yallah i6l3i bdli thyabk ana ant'6rk hina"

Me: "okay"

I went upstairs.

Changed my clothes.

W nzlt.

Me: "Yallah?"

AuntSara: "wain wain mashallah"

Dad: "bnro7 ana wyaha nt'3ada"

AuntSara: "'3ada al7en? W ketha mat3lmon a7ad?"

Dad: "laish n3lmkm? Klkm t'3detu?"

AuntSara: "eeh bas 7ata wlw"

Dad: "obu ybi yt'3da ma3 bnta bl7alhm. Feha shay?"

AuntSara: "La ana m.."

Dad: "yallah lulwa.. Bye Sara 7bebty"

...

LOL a7san~

Wi7na blsyara..

Dad: "lulu"

Me: "sm"

Dad: "tara ana mag9d shay yom glt 3ala omk.. Bas ag9d ena matwfgna"

Me: "ee adry wsh tg9d"

Dad: "wallah ilayam trk'9.. Men y9adig ena bnty ilbazr lwail 9arat kbera w yjonha 3rsan ba3ad"

I laughed: "ybba sakr ilmaw'9o3 y7wm kabdy tara"

He laughed

Dad: "ha wain btwdeeny"

Me: "int wain taby"

Dad: "wallah ana 9ra7a ay shay"

Me: "5ala9 ajal taby nro7 benihana"

Dad: "madry wshu hatha bas yallah"

...

R7na w we had an amazing lunch or dinner tagreban;p

Lana ilsa3a kanat 8Pm ymkn;p

Ezibda mara kan wnasa..

Ana w oboy mara garabna mn ba3a'9..

Magd r7na ana wyah ketha bas..

Ba3ad matzwj 5alty Sara 9ar b3ed 3any.

W man7aki ba3a'9 ela lw aby shay.. 

Ya3ni ma nsolif..

Bas ilyom 9idig garabt mna..

Nafs oboy ely gabl.. Yom kanat omy il9dgeyah mwjodah..

We went back home.

Ra'9ena jdty.. 

Mar'9t mara bas ya3ni..

..

Days passed normally..

Oboy 7aka Fahad w gala ena La2 ilbnt matbi ttzawaj.

Bas ashwa Fahad magala 3an Faisal:)

W wa5ar 3any Fahad shway.. 

..

So 7na al7en eb 25 Ramadhan.

Ilmafro'9 ena aro7 ilkuwait bl3eed.

Butt:)))

One day knt a7aki omy..




Mom: "Eee lulwa lateyen, ana bayek halsna"

Me: "La laish tjeen:O"

Mom: "a'3yr jw shay.. Mb kl sna inty teyen"

Me: "La yma iljaw shain hina"

Mom: "ya3ni blkuwait shno?"

Laaa mabeeha tji aby ana aroo7:'')

Etha jat manib shayfa Faisal!! :'')

Byrja3 US! :'')

Me: "btjen bl7alk?"

Mom: "Eeh"

Me: "aah.. Btnwwr ilriyadh"

Mom: "mnawra feich 7abebty"

..

I called faisal w gltla.

Faisal: "yoh 7safa.."

Bas ktha:/?

Me: "ya3ni mar7 ashofk ela next year!"

Faisal: "eeh.."

Me: "Faisal! Shfek!"

Faisal: "maku shay shfeny?"

Me: "3ady 3ndk ena mashofk ela next year?"

Faisal: "la mb 3ady bas shasawi?"

Me: "ta3al ma3 omy"

Faisal: "I can't"

Me: "laish you can't?"

Faisal: "oboy yabeni.. Mb fa'9y halfatra"

:)

Me: "Aha.."

...

So zay ma shftu..

Il3ed two weeks..

Omy jaya.. 

Bl7alha..

W ba3d haltwo weeks mdrsa.. 

W Faisal byrja3 US..

Wow..


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