Chapter72.

It's hard to pretend to be friends with someone special, when every time you look at that person, all you see is everything you want to have. 

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So galat Lulwa lFaisal y6lgha..

B3d ma Fahad l3b eb 3glha..

6ab3an Faisal mar7 yr'9a y6lgha eb suhola..

So 7aka Juju..

Faisal: "Juju lazm tsa3deny! 3agleha golelha Fahad shkan yswy feha!"

Juju: "Gltlha wallah il3a'6em! Bas mat9dig! Ma tsma3 mny!"

Faisal: "Wreha jwalk wreha shay hy galtlk eyah!"

Juju: "Mu ana... Jwaly jded.."

Faisal: "Wain ilgdem?"

Juju: "Tkasar.."

Faisal: "7a'6!"

Juju: "Wallah ana 7awalt eb kl shay agdar 3laih bas hy ma t9dgni.. 7achy Ghadah rfejat;ha! Aked t9dgha"

Faisal: "Ee 9a7, al7en b7acheha"

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7aka Ghadah..

Faisal: "Ghadah please sa3deny w sa3dy rfejtch"

Ghadah: "Int mn wain jbt raqmy"

Faisal: "Mu hatha mw'9o3na"

Ghadah: "Ilbnt matbek 5ala9"

Faisal: "Ya3ni inty ra'9ya inha ma3 Fahad?"

Ghadah: "Etha hy tby ee"

Faisal: "W ehya kl shay tabeh 9a7?"

Ghadah: "Faisal tara ana mb fa'9ya i5l9"

Faisal: "Inzain golelha bas shsawa Fahad feha yom kna bLondon"

Ghadah: "Laish tby t5rb 3laihm?"

Faisal: "ANA A5RB? ELLY GA3D Y9ER AL7EN SHNO? HATHA MB T5REB?"

Ghadah: "5ala9 ma3ndk karama? Ilbnt matbek fk 3nha ya5i"

Faisal: "Ghadah inty 9degt;ha shlon tr'9ain t7b Fahad?"

Sktt Ghadah..

Maydri Faisal enha mu bas r'9t enha t7b Fahad..

Maydri enha hy ely bt5rb 7yata w 7yat Lulwa..

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7aka 3mt;ha w ba3ad galat ena Lulwa ma tssma3ha..

Hina 5ala9 taqreban Faisal faqad ilamal ena Lulwa trja3la..

W qrr ena yswi ely tbeh w y6lgha..

Bas gbl, lazm ygoolha shay..

"Hi Lulwa.. Ymkn hatha a5r message yo9lch mny.. Ana bachr inshallah abro7 ilm7kma.. 9a7 iny mb ra'9y.. Bas dam hatha ely by5lech s3eda fa absweh.. Allah ywfgch eb 7yatch yarab w ana asf etha kdrt 5a6rch eb yom mn ilayam.. 

Your husband,

"Faisal

He sent this message to Lulwa.

..

Days passed normally..

Faisal 6lg Lulu 5ala9. 

W ra7 ilkuwait.

Ymkn Lulu 6ayra mn ilfara7 l2na jat;ha ilwrga ely btfkha mn Faisal w btgrbha mn Fahad akthar.

Bas Faisal.. Kan il3aks..

Kanat 7yata t3esa..

W zadat 7alta yom dra ena Fahad 5a6ab Lulwa.

..

Om Lulwa 6b3an kanat fr7ana 3la hal5bar.

"5abar ena Lulu mb 6ayga Faisal"

Mn 9al7ha hatha.

Y3ni lw Faisal gallha 3la salfat yom il7adth mar7 t9dg.

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Nrja3 lFaisal?

Kan ynam w y97a w dm3ta 3la 5da.

Gabl kan etha t'9ayag yd5n.. 

Bas shlon? Hou wa3ad Lulwa ena ytrk ild5an..

Ma yakl, ma y'97k, ma ysolf, ma yt7rk a9lan!

W oma mnhabla 3la ilw'93 ely hou feh..

So 7akat 3aziz bema ena 9dega.

Ezibda ra7 la 3ziz.

"Faisal int mynon?"

"A7ad yswi bro7a chetheh?"

"Tara mu zain ely ga3d tsweh!"

"5ala9 yba ilbnya ra7at lat'9yg 5lgk"

"W b3dain ilbchy mar7 yrdha!"

"Yallah 3ad Faisal ta7acha!"

"Affa al7en kl hatha 3lshan bnya"

He laughed: 

"Ma ast7y bnt 3mty w ga3d al3n feha mn il9b7"

Faisal mat7rkt mna sha3ra.

K2na ga3d y7aki "6ofa" 3ala golkm;p.

"Ee ana ma gltlk??"

"Zawaji next week"

"B9er m3rs w chetheh"

"Lazm teyi 3rsy 3ad!"

"Yallah 3ad Faisal rd 3alay"

"Ya m3wd shfek tara ely yabha eyeb malyon wa7da '3airha! Int bas ws3 9drk!"

Finallly Faisal 7ka!!!

"La2.. Lulwa maku '3airha.."

"Ana bachr a5thk wyay ilsog, fara wa7da w ayeblk malyon raqam"

"La tsma3ny Samar wallah t;hwn"

"Inzain shrayk n6la3?"

"Yallah yallah tkfa"

"Shno hatha mn mta ma 7lqt?"

"Shno masjon?"

"Shrayk nmr il7alaq ythb6k w ysn3k w 3qb nro7 ilavenues?"

"Yallah yallah lant25r"

W ashwa Faisal gam..

L2na istaw3ab ena 3mra il9ya7 mar7 yrj3 '3aly fgdnah..

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One week later.

Zawaj 3ziz.

W Lulu bema inha bnt 3mta so lazm t7'9ar.

Gabl il3rs eb yom klhm tjm3u eb bait 3ziz.

Aziz, Juju, Samar, Lulu w a97ab Samar w 3ziz.

Faisal makan mwjod.

Yom ja.

Slm 3lkl..

Yom ja dor Lulu..

Faisal: "Shlonich Lulwa"

Me: "il7mdelillah b5air"

Ymkn hy l7'9a.. Agl mn la7'9a b3d..

Bas Faisal t4kr feha kl 4kryata ma3 Lulwa..

W yom jls b3d kan ga3d yt4kr bas 3ziz ga63a..

Aziz: "Bu f9ail tara bachr lazm tdsh wyay"

Faisal: "La shno adsh wyak fashla"

Aziz: "Shno fashla Samar mwafqa w b3dain la tnsa ena ana dshait wyak yom 3rsk"

Faisal looked at me.

*wa7da mn ilbanat ely kanu mwjoden*: "Faisal int mtzwwj?"

Faisal: "Knt.."

"W shno 9ar al7en"

Faisal: "Maku n9eib.."

Samar: "Wintay shaku? Ymkn maybi ygolch"

6ab3an ma7ad ja eb wala wala wa7d blmya ena Lulwa hy ely kanat zojat Faisal..

L2na they're acting k2na 3mrhm ma shafu ba3a'9..

Il3asha kan bara.. 

W hm yt3shon.

Lulu kanat tby tro7 bsr3a bas Samar galat lha matro7en gabl mataklen.

Ezibda 5l9t akl w ra7at t'3sl edha.

W shafat Faisal!

They stared at each other for a second ymkn.

Lulu acted normal and she washed her hand.

Bas Faisal magdr yskt..

Faisal: "Sha5barch Lulu"

Lulu: "il7mdelillah kl shay tamam"

Faisal: "Shmsawya ma3 ildrasa?"

Lulu: "il7mdelillah da5alt jam3at sultan"

Faisal: "Ahh 7lw"

3araf ena hou tarak dirasta 3lshanha w hy.. 3aysha wla hmha..

Faisal: "t9dgein.. Faj2a t4krt yom wafat ydtch.."

Eb Chapter49.

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Me: "Faisal.. Gd jrbt a7ad greeb mnk ytwfa?"

Faisal: "La2.. Kilm wana 9'3er"

Me: "Mara y3wr ilgalb.. Y3ni t5yl sha59 ykon mara greb mnk, mara mara greeb, w t7akeeh w kil shay.. W tro7 tnam w t97a ma tlgah? 5ala9 he's gone.. Ma3ad btshofa b7yatk.."

Me: "Allah la ywrek ya3ni.. T9dig.. Fy du3a2 daym asm3a.. Bas al7en fhmta w 9rt ad3eh jad"

Faisal: "shno ildu3a2?"

Me: "ena allah yj3l yomi gabl yom kil a7baby"

Faisal: "smilla 3alech!"

Me: "w yomk int bl4at.. T5yl ya3ni bsmillah a7akek w agolk yallah t9ba7 3ala 5air abnam w agom w ma algak?"

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Faisal: "Inty ma mty smilla 3alech.. Bas Lulwa ely 7bait;ha matat.."

Lulu teared.

Faisal: "W 9ij yalet yomi kan gabl halyom ely ashofch feh b3eda 3ny"

Lulu: "Faisal please skr ilsalfa hathy w la3ad tfta7ha"

Faisal: "Alllah.. T9dgein wana 9'3er maknt a7b esmy bas mn sm3tch tgolena 7baita.."

Me: "3n i4nk"

W ra7at..

She said goodbye to Samar w ktha w jt t6la3.

Faisal: "La7'9a lulu"

She turned.

Faisal: "Give me a last chance"

Lulu: "wshu"

Faisal: "5leni aw9lch mu zain bnya bro7ch trden wya ilsayg a5r illail"

Lulu: "Lat5af mb 9ayrly shay"

Faisal: "Please? Fr9a wa7da bas?"

'6al y7awl feha lain ma wafaqt.

Faisal: "Ilsyara 7osa shway.. T3ren mnzman ma.."

Lulu: "La la 3ady bl3aks"

Ezibda msha.

D5l CD. 

Faisal: "T3rfen hali'3neya?"

Lulu: "La.."

Kanat..

في كل يوم احس اني عايش بخير..

و انتَ معاي اشوف الدنيا بعيني غير..

حتى الهوا اتنفسه مسك و عبير..

صوتك حبيبي لا سمعته قلبي يطير..

Faisal: "Al7en ana bskra w inty tb6lena zain?"

Lulu: "Laish" :/

Faisal: "Bas chetheh"

Skr.

Faisal: "Yallah b6leh"

She turned it on.

انت شمسي و القمر..

انت ايام العمر..

He turned it off.

Lulu laughed: "B3dain wsh by9er"

Faisal: "b6leeh bsr3a"

She turned it on.

انت الهوا.. وانت الدوا..وانت مو اي حبٍ يمر..

وانا من دونك اندمر.. انا من دونك اندمر!

Faisal smiled: "Ma t4krty shay?"

Lulu: "At4kr wshu"

Faisal: "Wala shay 5ala9.. Kana w9lna yallah"

Lulu: "Yallah goodnight.. Shkrn 3la iltw9ela"

He smiled: "Il3fw.. Goodnight"

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Next day.

Kan 3rs Aziz w Samar.

At 9Pm.

Lulu kanat jahza.

She wore this. 

She went downstairs.

Lgt omha ga3da ma3 5ala haifa.

Lulu: "Yma! Mar7 tro7en?"

"La mali 5lg"

Lulu: "Yma 3rs walad o5ok!"

"Ee mu hou 3lshana wld o5oy manib ray7a.. Mali 5lg 7arem o5wani w 5awty"

Lulu: "Madry laish mat7benhm!"

"Ee 9a7 tara 6rsht ilsay iljam3eya"

Lulu: "Iff yma tdren eny bro7 al7en"

"7achy Juju wla wa7da mnhm tmrch"

Lulu: "Juju e5t ilm3rs aked ra7at mn il9b7"

"L2na ilsayg by6wl"

Lulu: "Iffffffff 6yb shlon al7en?"

AuntHaifa: "Tara Faisal byro7.. tw kan hny al7en a7acheh agola yrd"

Lulu: "Lll-la 5..."

"Eee golely wllly y3afech"

Lulu kanat bthwwn bas t7sft 3la ilsha3ar w ilmakeup w b3dain 3rs 3ziz 7aram matro7..

Faisal 7aka oma w galha ena bra.

AuntHaifa: "Lulu yma Faisal bra"

Lulu: "Okay"

And she went outside.

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