Chapter57.

Good morning beauties! 

Wish me luck ilyom a5r yom:')

And thanks for the comments on the last post xx. 

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"It's seems when you want someone, they don't want you. And when someone wants you you don't want them. And when you both want each other, something has to come around and mess it up."

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I went to my room. 

Skrt ilbab. 

My tears turned into rivers....

Waink ya omy lulwa :')

Ma7ad kan ywgf m3y ela hy.. :')

Makant tr'9ha a7ad ygoli klma t'9aygni... :')

Makant tr'9a t5leny anam wana mt'9ayga.. :')

W al7en.. Wallah lou amot m7ad dra 3ny..

I miss her.. :')

6l3t 9ora laha 3ndy w 9rt a7akeha..

" Yma.. Yma waink ishtagtlk.. 

Irj3i tkfen.. 

Kilhm b3d mar7ty t'3yru..

Oboy bas y9ar5 3ly..

W ygoli lat7akeni abd..

Ygoli inty mu bnty..

W Sara allah ya5tha titshamat feny.

Tr'9enha 3ly yma? "

I hugged the picture w nmt.

...

-Tue-Feb3/2011. *2DaysLater*

"Lulwa.. Yallah 7bebbty by24n il'6hr winty lil7en nayma"

'3areba mn haly y97eny? 

I opened my eyes. 

3mty Hessa.

She smiled: "9aba7 il5air"

I smiled back: "9aba7 ilnor"

AuntHessa: "shrayk tt'3dein m3ay?"

Me: "ma3ndk dawam ilyom?"

AuntHessa: "la ilyom tuesday shfek nsaity"

Me: "i7lfy? Y3ni b3d bkra mdrsa?"

AuntHessa: "Mdry a'6n"

Me: "Ella yooh maly 5lg"

AuntHessa: "yallah yallah ana myta jo3 '3sly wjhk w t3aly bsr3a"

Me: "okay"

Gmt.

I went to the bathroom, did my usual routine. 

W nzlt.

Me: "wainhm ashof mafy a7ad blbait?"

AuntHessa: "Eeh ra7u yt'3don bara, 3eni 3lena ana wyak naymen mthl ilbgr"

I laughed.

AuntHessa: "tben nro7 bkra ?"

Me: "la ana magdar.. Mamno3 a6la3 mn ilbait"

AuntHessa: "hw laih"

Me: "matdren?"

AuntHessa: "adry 3n wshu"

I smiled: "Eeh inty maknty mwjoda yom jet.."

Glt lha kl shy.

AuntHessa: "shf ilwa95a bnt illa4ena!"

Me: "mra 7aqeera"

AuntHessa: "winty inshallah sktelha?"

Me: "Ee 6b3n bsktlha oboy wagf m3ha"

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*6:30Pm*

Nzlt t7t lgait oboy w 5alty sara.

Me: "yba 3ady adg 3ala Ghadah mn telephone ilbait?"

He looked at Sara: "Sara ism3y men gbl b3dain a36eha"

:) 

I typed the number. 

W iltbn a54t ilsma3a.

AuntSara: "Alo. Ilsalam 3lykom. Ghadah? Hala 7abbety shlonk? Hathi lulu tabek 54i 7bebty"

I faked a smile w a5tht ilsma3a.

Me: "Alo"

Ghadah: "Hala"

Me: "shlonk?"

Ghadah: "il7mdelilla zaina.. Laish hathi hy ely 7aktny?"

Me: "Jwali mu m3ay etha tabeny dgy 3ala hatha"

Ghadah: "Laish sh9ar?"

Me: "btdawmen ilsabt?"

Ghadah: "La matwq3.."

Me: "t3aly please"

Ghadah: "Shjayk tben tjen awl yom?"

Me: "Zhgana.. Amana t3aly"

Ghadah: "okay okay 5ala9 jaya"

AuntSara: "Yallah aby iltelephone"

:)

Me: "Okay Ghadah yallah ashofk ilsabt inshallah"

I hung up and i went upstairs.

...

One day i was studying in my room and someone knocked the door. 

3mty hessa aw norma aked. 

"Tf'9l."

3mty hessa: "Helllo!"

I smiled: "Ahlen"

3mty Hessa: "ummm jo3ana?"

Me: "La laih"

3mtyHesaa: "mawdk nro7 nt3sha?"

Me: "3mty shfek nsaity? Magdar"

She smield: "ummm witha gltlk i took a permission mn obok?"

Me: "W WAFAG?"

She smield: "Yes!"

I jumped and hugged her: "A7BBBK"

AuntHessa: "wana ba3ad, yallah bsr3a ana bro7 albas lant25r"

Me: "okay"

A7bhhhha:')

I took a shower and i wore this. Applied some makeup. Wore my abaya w nzlt. 

 

Wana nazla i called Aunt Hessa 3lshan tnzl. 

Me: "Yallah 3mty ana ta7at"

Aunthessa: "yallah jaya"

. 

Sara iltbn kanat ta7at. 

AuntSara: "3ala wain"

Mardait 3leha. 

Yom nzlt 3mty Hessa. 

AuntSara: "hey inty wain ma5tha ilbnt?"

AuntHessa: "a3sheha.. 3ndk man3?"

AuntSara: "Waleed gal mat6la3"

Aunthessa: "W galy ana t6la3. W b3dain inty shd5lk? Yallah lulu?"

Alah ybrd glbk zy mabdrty galby o/

Me: "yllah"

..

R7na lusin.

W7na hnak...

Aunthessa: "Lulu"

Me: "hala"

Aunthessa: "shlon Faisal"

Me: "il7mdelillah zain"

Aunthessa: "mta a5r mra 7aketeh?"

Me: "eb london"

Aunthessa: "ufff! 6b laih ma7aketeh obok mar7 ygol shay hatha 56ebk"

Me: "la oboy may7ba"

Aunthessa: "5thi 6yb jwali 7akeh"

Me: "la la mala da3y"

Aunthessa: "lulwa 9dg 5thi may9er mat7akena kl halftra"

Me: "ok"

I took the mobile.

AuntHessa: "Yallah ana ab5lek 3ala ra7tk w bro7 il7mam"

Me: "Okay.. Mara shkrn 3mty"

She smiled.

I typed his number. 

Beeep

Beeep

Beeep

Beeep

Beeep

No answer. 

I called again. 

Beeep

Beeep

Beeep

"Alo"

I missed his voice:')

"Alo Faisal"

"Mnu"

"Ana lulwa"

"Lulwa? Ay lulwa?"

:)

"Lulwa 56ebtk."

"Eeeh.. W twch t4kren ench 56ebty? Wla maf'9aity ga3da wya 7abeb ilgalb?"

"Faisal shga3d tgol?"

"Lulwa mb fa'9y.. Famanillah"

And he hung up. 

._.

Mnjda hatha?

Ymz7 9a7?

I sent a message to him. Tgol:

"Asfa etha az3jtkk. 

Bas first aby ashkrkk 3ala 7sn '6nk w thiqatk feni. 

Second maknt mash'3ola ma3 a7ad. Ana oboy ma5th jwalaty w magdrt a7akek. 

Third hatha jwal 3mty hessa 36tny eyah adg w awl a7ad dgait 3aleh gabl omy 7ta hou int! Bas il'6ahr 7mara w mafkrt zain:)"

6l3t elly eb galby. 

I deleted the message w rj3t iljwal. 

Jat 3mty. 

She was smiling: "ha 7aketeh?"

I smiled: "Eeh"

Aunthessa: "shlona"

I smiled: "Zain.."

But I couldn't handle it. 

I cried. 

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